[ control isn't her thing, not exactly -- no one who knows dutch would call her controlled or measured, exactly. but she's spent her childhood systematically being stripped of all agency, being a puppet, never knowing the reasons for the things she was made to do, the rationale behind it.
agency is important to her. if she's going to be out of control, she bloody well wants it to be her choice.
the reminder of the drugs leave her expression sour. ]
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agency is important to her. if she's going to be out of control, she bloody well wants it to be her choice.
the reminder of the drugs leave her expression sour. ]
It'll pass.