['Hideki is vile human, I hate that you have to be around him!']
['I couldn't even buy you a drink, we didn't even dance, I barely said anything to you, can't we just tell everyone everything?']
[Abel rolls over, his eyes pink from crying and dark from exhaustion. He's a wreck. Gently, he pushes Cain's hand away-- better he not feel this, Abel is convinced it's too much and humiliatingly not enough to warrant this at the same time.]
I shouldn't have gone. I didn't think, I didn't realize-- [He hadn't realized what it would be like to watch Cain like he was miles away, and didn't think the opulence and comparisons would bother him. He blames himself for the lack of forethought, of course.]
I couldn't do anything to improve the night. I just watched it happen to you. I wanted to but... [He throws up his hands and rolls back over to hide his face in the pillow. Circumstances had other plans for the night and Abel couldn't affect any of it.]
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['Hideki is vile human, I hate that you have to be around him!']
['I couldn't even buy you a drink, we didn't even dance, I barely said anything to you, can't we just tell everyone everything?']
[Abel rolls over, his eyes pink from crying and dark from exhaustion. He's a wreck. Gently, he pushes Cain's hand away-- better he not feel this, Abel is convinced it's too much and humiliatingly not enough to warrant this at the same time.]
I shouldn't have gone. I didn't think, I didn't realize-- [He hadn't realized what it would be like to watch Cain like he was miles away, and didn't think the opulence and comparisons would bother him. He blames himself for the lack of forethought, of course.]
I couldn't do anything to improve the night. I just watched it happen to you. I wanted to but... [He throws up his hands and rolls back over to hide his face in the pillow. Circumstances had other plans for the night and Abel couldn't affect any of it.]