[It comes out a quick rush. Shameless spending and partying behavior aside, Hideki isn't a bad person, and Cain can't hate him for being a product of his upbringing. A product of his parents, the true enablers and masterminds behind the Maeda name. But that doesn't mean he didn't fuck up tonight. He should have gone to Abel and spent time with him, he'd seen others in passing, and Abel is important to him. He needs to show it. The guilt is heavy on his shoulders.
Looking at Abel, all he wants to do is reach out and touch. That physical path is so much easier for him than words, yet he attempts to cobble them together all the same.]
I'd care. I told you that I like having you there, feels like I've got... backup if I need it. Someone I can trust looking out for me. But I wouldn't make you stay if you didn't wanna be there. It's not just about me and my shit, you matter to me too.
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[It comes out a quick rush. Shameless spending and partying behavior aside, Hideki isn't a bad person, and Cain can't hate him for being a product of his upbringing. A product of his parents, the true enablers and masterminds behind the Maeda name. But that doesn't mean he didn't fuck up tonight. He should have gone to Abel and spent time with him, he'd seen others in passing, and Abel is important to him. He needs to show it. The guilt is heavy on his shoulders.
Looking at Abel, all he wants to do is reach out and touch. That physical path is so much easier for him than words, yet he attempts to cobble them together all the same.]
I'd care. I told you that I like having you there, feels like I've got... backup if I need it. Someone I can trust looking out for me. But I wouldn't make you stay if you didn't wanna be there. It's not just about me and my shit, you matter to me too.