[ the weight from his hips shifts back on the couch a bit, and he looks deliberately and smugly satisfied. it's hard to tell what it's from: Jason's admittance or the defiance not to change the way that anyone else wants him to change. being comfortable with yourself comes later—Loki's not sure how much later, because there are times when the self-hate is strong enough to encompass everything—but he can hope. ]
But I won't tell, either. It's mine, and he'll not have it. [ the smile gets a little softer. ]mMost of the time expectations for change suck, anyway.
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[ the weight from his hips shifts back on the couch a bit, and he looks deliberately and smugly satisfied. it's hard to tell what it's from: Jason's admittance or the defiance not to change the way that anyone else wants him to change. being comfortable with yourself comes later—Loki's not sure how much later, because there are times when the self-hate is strong enough to encompass everything—but he can hope. ]
But I won't tell, either. It's mine, and he'll not have it. [ the smile gets a little softer. ]mMost of the time expectations for change suck, anyway.