[ between personal issues and the devastation around them, it's normal to want just a small pocket of something good. it's normal to want to block out all the pain and suffering and issues and obstacles that litter their lives and just take a moment.
everything is still going to be hard and horrible whenever they decide to stop so why not? he presses and she responds and that's enough to get him to let go of a little more of his control, his tension. he leans into her, hand splaying against the skin of her hip, digging his fingers in just the tiniest bit.
he's not drunk this time which just means he's more aware of little things. her smell, the feeling of her skin, the wisps of hair tickling his cheeks, the lines of her body. after what they'd just done to get here, his sense are all awake and kicking and he's glad he's kissing her because he'd be mumbling nonsensically if he wasn't. ]
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everything is still going to be hard and horrible whenever they decide to stop so why not? he presses and she responds and that's enough to get him to let go of a little more of his control, his tension. he leans into her, hand splaying against the skin of her hip, digging his fingers in just the tiniest bit.
he's not drunk this time which just means he's more aware of little things. her smell, the feeling of her skin, the wisps of hair tickling his cheeks, the lines of her body. after what they'd just done to get here, his sense are all awake and kicking and he's glad he's kissing her because he'd be mumbling nonsensically if he wasn't. ]