[ This is more like when Julia made him hallucinate being delusional and in the hospital than his actual stay in the hospital. The two times he was in one, he mostly stayed in corners, barely able to get out of bed, walking like the zombies in this place. His anxiety did get out of control at times and he didn't want to leave the room at all, but it wasn't this frantic feeling that he was crazy and everything was wrong. Alice, Eliot, they were patients, and magic? Was a delusion.
There is no Shake It Off dance party that's going to save him this time. He's caught in the loop that says he'll never get out and he deserves this. He looks wild-eyed and nervous as he glances up at Kenzi, confused as he recognizes "Toni" but it doesn't fit into this hospital. Into this version of his life.]
Toni. Toni! [ He shakily drops the cards. He reaches out to touch her hand, and in a dream it doesn't cause an empathy moment, so she feels real and not real at the same time. Quentin abruptly lets her go and goes back to the cards. ] No it isn't real. It's all in my head.
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There is no Shake It Off dance party that's going to save him this time. He's caught in the loop that says he'll never get out and he deserves this. He looks wild-eyed and nervous as he glances up at Kenzi, confused as he recognizes "Toni" but it doesn't fit into this hospital. Into this version of his life.]
Toni. Toni! [ He shakily drops the cards. He reaches out to touch her hand, and in a dream it doesn't cause an empathy moment, so she feels real and not real at the same time. Quentin abruptly lets her go and goes back to the cards. ] No it isn't real. It's all in my head.