[Clarke hopes she has this clarity, but she knows that she has a lot of goals, ambitions, and outlooks that have no immediate, visible path. She knows that she needs to have answers for some of them. She has time here to think about how to help her people on Sanctum, but she hasn't come up with anything better than to take them away. She knows that she needs to make up for her mistakes, but they seem never ending. She knows that some part of her is selfish to live on, but she can't give up.

She even knows that the Monty who saved her wasn't really Monty, but herself. It's a fact she struggles with, but doesn't vocalize.

Besides, his message is what saved her. Hopefully it keeps working.]

How do you handle not having the answer when people expect it? How did you handle this? You look like you've found peace in life itself, but you knew you had to find something here. [She almost adds that she tried that with Madi, and only came out the other end worse for it.

Almost, but doesn't. The hint is in the question itself.]