[Ah, it seems that they might be looking at it differently. Yes, Clarke does carry the weight of the world on her shoulders. Too many people notice that about her from the start. It's why her dreams are replays of moments, of memories, of times when she wishes there were other answers. But she knows there can't be. Even if those situations were redone, they wouldn't be able to move forward.

But then there's romance. Being with someone.]

Well, I'm not exactly looking for that ... someone. [For numerous reasons.] I don't feel like I missed out with her there, just that I would've tried harder to be her friend. As for the rest ... [The someone? Clarke doesn't know.

Losing Lexa felt like she lost that chance for herself. Clarke hadn't been looking, and doesn't think to look.

She ultimately shrugs.]

I'm not too bothered by it.