You ask as if I have great experience with it.

[It's not a snappish reply, but one that is very frank and honest. There is even the smallest hint of a smile. Her eyes have drifted shut to relax the effort that every small task seems to demand of her.]

I do not take great pleasure in my gifts, for this very reason.

[And the fact that she couldn't control them by herself, but good luck getting her to admit that one out loud.]

I only learned what it took to control them a few months ago.