I know. I know I do, and I've known and...

[ She thinks of a starlit sky, Catra warm at her side in a tree as Adora feeds her sushi, giggling and taunting. ]

I've told myself so many times that I will.

[ Of a wall crumbling and Catra emerging, dirty and tired, to rescue Adora from unending pain in a cold, dark lab. ]

I was so happy. It was like things never changed. It was like it was supposed to be, just me and her.

[ Of curling together in a bed, pressed so close Catra's purr vibrates through her as Adora strokes her ears and relaxes for the first time. ]

I don't want to lose her again. I won't survive it this time.