[This is what she's been missing. She realizes it, even while her whole wing feels like it may fall off from the sensation of the burning. It's what Jon and Rey and the two Rens give her, in moments like this. The support that shows up, even when she isn't at her best.
That was often, lately. This is perhaps the worst of it, because this has hurt people. She let it get out of control.
But Ren is still there, asking -- demanding her to stay. It makes the process that dissolves the rage that threatens to take her a little more bearable. And with the other beast momentarily (or, perhaps, permanently) flown off to lick its wounds, she can be allowed to finally rest her large head on the ground and close her eyes.
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That was often, lately. This is perhaps the worst of it, because this has hurt people. She let it get out of control.
But Ren is still there, asking -- demanding her to stay. It makes the process that dissolves the rage that threatens to take her a little more bearable. And with the other beast momentarily (or, perhaps, permanently) flown off to lick its wounds, she can be allowed to finally rest her large head on the ground and close her eyes.
It doesn't take long for guilt to settle in.]