dragonwarder: (nothing hurts me now)
daenerys targaryen ([personal profile] dragonwarder) wrote in [community profile] meadowlarklogs 2020-08-06 04:54 pm (UTC)

[He isn't the first to ask that question, and so a flicker of amusement passes over her face before it disappears. The answer in the past had always been easy: It had been horrible, painful, and disorienting. She never enjoyed interacting with her powers. It always felt like she was being forced to stare at something ugly within her, and she had never felt that way about dragons before.

Well, certainly not her dragons.

Today hadn't been different, until Ren had shown up. She still isn't entirely certain what he'd done to pull her out of her rampage that was different than what Jon or anyone else had done, but she knows that she feels...differently.]


It is difficult to describe. But it is normally quite unpleasant.

[She knows that deep down when it happens -- it feels good to unleash, if only briefly until she's forced to confront that she has no control. Daenerys doesn't let herself examine that for too long.

She busies herself with carefully combing her fingers through sticky hair, taking care not to tug when she feels too much resistance. He has enough of it that it makes finding the source of the bleeding difficult.]


I always retain my memory afterward, but when it happens -- [She pauses to find the words.] -- I cannot control it without someone else's assistance.

[She is sure Tyrion or some other old man would tell her that is part of the game -- sharing your power with other's.

It is hard not to resent it.]

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