[ Amos studies her reaction, almost... subdued? Which just reminds him further of how he's seen Holden around others. He didn't want it to be about him; maybe she doesn't want it to be about her, and shit. He's going to remember this.
He's too practised in life to immediately think of this as a good thing, all things considered, but it has the potential to be one.
He tilts his head, watching her shift, noting the change in tone. ]
Yeah. [ How much it sucks-- He can still almost feel the depths, wants to will them away, doesn't know how to do that again yet--
He wonders if the same thing happened to her; would never ask.]
What do you do, after? I mean like, after the drug wears off.
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He's too practised in life to immediately think of this as a good thing, all things considered, but it has the potential to be one.
He tilts his head, watching her shift, noting the change in tone. ]
Yeah. [ How much it sucks-- He can still almost feel the depths, wants to will them away, doesn't know how to do that again yet--
He wonders if the same thing happened to her; would never ask.]
What do you do, after? I mean like, after the drug wears off.