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MEADOWLARK MODS ([personal profile] larkers) wrote in [community profile] meadowlarklogs2020-11-21 12:11 pm

EVENT #011

WHO: Everyone on Earth in Meadowlark's world.
WHERE: The Aerie, a different world.
WHEN: Late July 2512.
WHAT: The first log of our AU event, taking place in an AU world that puts on battle royale events to cull the massive overpopulation.
NOTES OR WARNINGS: Overwritten minds, horrible dystopian conditions, and more!

> EVENT #011

On the morning of July 26th, every living person on Earth will be spirited away from where they were mere moments before. Just like that. Hover cars will descend slowly in transit, trains will come to a stop without a screech of their breaks, and the streets throughout every single of the 104 megacities will be left barren, empty, and lifeless. Even those lost and hidden, not seen for months, are swept gently away with the rest of their brethren. No stone will go unturned.

The world upon their return may pick up where it's left off, or it will be changed in some way. Will it be July 26th when everyone finds themselves back where they were standing before? Or will something else happen during this time? Now that the supposed lifeblood of this planet is gone, what will happen in their absence? The world may not be able to go on how it had been.

Perhaps the more terrifying question is this: if something is powerful enough to steal away every person, every single one capable of thought, ideas, conflict, war, and more, what else could happen?

Perhaps it's for the best that it may be awhile before anyone has to worry about that.

For now, they've entered a world that's one week away from its next Quarry event: a place where The Aerie's criminals fight to prove they deserve to keep their life.

> THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU (THE AERIE)

The Aerie is a structure that should not exist.

Made of steel and concrete, it gives off the impression that its guts were arranged haphazardly, as if an amateur surgeon had pulled them out and tried to put them back in again. Steel beams stretch out between buildings, connecting them together. There may have been a wall of concrete around this beam once upon a time, but it splintered and fell away, exposing its insides and opening up a pathway that people have taken for granted in the past fifty to a hundred years. Power lines hang in loose tangles throughout this little world, ready to fall away at the slightest breeze, then splinter and spark.

Most of the insides of The Aerie are barely preserved. Trying to do that would be an impossible task: there are too many people, too many who live in concrete layered on one another like stacks of broken shelves, too many who pass through open maws of ruptured pathways, crawling up onto the roof of a business for what they think is a shortcut to a higher level. Brittle walls that splinter off into clouds of chalky white dust are everywhere and anywhere.

How The Aerie came together was once a majestic feat: a place for people to live, thrown together as extinction surged forward like a towering beast on the horizon. There was a mix of minds behind the action, as well as a hollow sense of desperation. Even those who brought The Aerie into being knew that their lives were on the line. It was a matter of "make this work" or die. So, they made it work.

What's truly impossible about The Aerie isn't the hulking structures merged together at all manner of impossible angles, but the outer layer of this little world, looming overhead in shimmering, constant glory. The people of The Aerie are protected, safe; the world outside is a nebulous, uncertain mess of greys and greens and reds and blues. Storms surge just outside of the wall of The Aerie with sharp, constant bolts of lightning that batter the surface overhead. Once upon a time, the people of this little world feared those bolts cutting through and destroying their home. But it's been long enough now. No one lives in fear of what's outside, and no one wonders, not anymore. After all, the people who made it outside were never seen again. For a time, some people could watch through the clear walls as these escapees' bodies turned to irradiated mush with only bones left behind. In time, those bones withered away to dust. And with them, their memories were forgotten.

Within The Aerie, life goes on, just as it must: riddled with fear, with survival often depending on the ability to escape notice.

Only two parts of The Aerie remain unscathed, untouched by the passage of time and haphazard construction of this refuge:

The Volary, which stands tall and pristine at the heart of The Aerie. Lights burn within The Volary all day and all night, showing signs of life that most of the people outside of its walls will never see for themselves.

And then the Quarry, a structure built in haste and out of necessity. The same people who brought The Aerie together also made the Quarry. At its base are a series of office buildings, setting up monthly arena events where the guilty fight to show that they deserve to survive.

These two things are the source of all the fear in The Aerie. It's what keeps everyone's mind off the crumbling walls, the storms outside, and the miserable, unending passage of time.

> SOAK UP THE GLORY (THE VOLARY)

When The Aerie came into being, so did The Volary. Far from fragmented like the rest of this tiny, tiny world, it stands pristine, with brown bricks lining its exterior, and strong steel beams holding it strong within. Either through its making or its care, The Volary hasn't suffered from the hands of time like the rest of the world. Anyone outside of The Volary doesn't know the truth, though they could likely guess.

Inside of The Volary lives the members of Parliament: the newly-joined Magpies, the comfortable Rooks, and the looming and most powerful, the Cardinals.

The Cardinals live at the very top. Even after over two hundred years, the Cardinals remain impenetrable. New members are accepted into their ranks from time to time, granted secrets of a bygone era, but the rest of the world remains ignorant to their knowledge. At the heart of this structure is a cult, a belief system; they are the ones who decide if The Aerie lives or dies. For now, it continues to live. Of course, any other path would lead to their devastation as well. They may be nearly immortal, but they aren't truly untouchable and eternal.

Beneath them are the rest of Parliament, cocky in their comfort. Many were born into it, but some were raised into the ranks, finding their own footholds. Sometimes these elevations seem random; sometimes these promotions happen with purpose, with someone driving to catch the eye of a Rook who's looking for someone like-minded to have around them.

Outside of the Magpies, the Rooks that were once Magpies, and the once-members of The Congregation outside, everyone seems blissfully ignorant of the dilapidated world outside. There are some workers from the outside world who know, and some Carrion lucky to have their place among the elite—but there is a sense that some things shouldn't be spoken about, or else they may need to be responsible for it all. While the outside begins to age without any sign of renewal, this compound lives on—untouched, unbothered.

The Volary is set up in levels. The very bottom is where all the businesses that serve the people up above are located. It's where animals are raised and butchered, and where food is prepared before it's brought up to the upper levels. There are numerous common areas, but these can be rented out for any whim of any members of Parliament. Even the businesses themselves can be shuttered for the day, with preferred chefs invited to the upper levels to prepare meals to deal with these circumstances. (Someone from the Congregation can train as a chef in the Cotillion, even if they've never handled food of this nature their entire lives. It's a good job to have, as a number of favored chefs have been elevated to Magpies.)

Beyond the shops is the first level of living quarters for the various members of Parliament. Many Magpie and Rook suites are side by side, though some Rooks prefer not to be housed next to a newcomer and have made their preference known throughout the years. These suites are designed and adapted to its inhabitant's every need, and if someone is born into the family, they inherit their family's suite once someone dies. How is it that there could be space for all the members of Parliament, and so little room outside of the walls of this compound? Consider that yet another question that members of Parliament don't need to concern themselves with.

At the uppermost levels are the suites belonging to the Cardinals. Unless explicitly invited, no one is allowed onto these floors. Numerous Carrion have died throughout the years because they wandered up the wrong set of stairs, knowing that risk was looming over them.

And at the very top is where The Conclave meets. Newly elected members of Parliament visit this room once to receive their powers, only they recall nothing. No one knows what happens within the inner walls of The Conclave. Some have attempted to spy throughout the years. Needless to say, that didn't go well.

The Volary is the home of the pampered, the rich: the people who can ignore the dying world beyond them. Even those inheriting a sense of importance feel as if they've done enough—when they clearly don't do enough. At least those stuck outside may find themselves walking through the heavy front doors of this compound one day. Too bad it's based upon the powers of Parliament, and whether they deign to let someone inside. The only good news is that someone can be buzzed in via their power. That gives a real personal touch, right?

> NO WAY TO LIVE (THE CONGREGATION)

Outside of The Volary, The Aerie is set up in sectors, these sectors acting like rings that move further and further from The Volary up and down throughout The Aerie. Almost by necessity, the rings closer to The Volary are populated by Parliament's favorites. The upkeep around here is better: not pristine, but far from as bad as it gets as someone travels to the outer sectors. Many who have made a name for themselves in the Quarry live in these inner sectors, close to the people of Parliament. Many believe that the inner sectors are still tended to because members of Parliament would hate to face up to the fact of their world dying, and it may not be far from the truth.

In addition to better upkeep, the inner sectors experience less Shrike patrols, with the people allowed to live a life that allows them to remain ignorant to the world around them. They may not be Parliament, but their life in these sectors affords them the feeling of comfort. They don't have to fear their ceiling caving in; they don't have to fear a pipe bursting at an unfortunate moment; they don't have to fear wrongful arrest because they looked at someone the wrong way. It takes a lot for those from the inner sectors to have their lives ruined—but it's not exactly impossible. Of course, this is also where The Cotillion is kept, with numerous buildings and dormitories maintained for its students.

The further and further someone goes away from The Volary, the more life within The Aerie becomes difficult. The worst part is this: no one knows any better. They know the crumbling walls, the faded and peeling wallpaper, the revealed steel beams. They know the frequent Shrike patrols. They know that if they commit a crime, it's on them: they deserve whatever comes their way.

How does someone work in order to get by in these outer sectors? They can help man the bars, because drinking is as much a way of life here as it is back in the regular world. They can help upkeep of The Aerie. Someone can easily enter a trade alongside their compulsory schooling, especially if they aren't special enough for Cotillion training. Electricians are needed throughout. Maintenance of trains is needed throughout. Plumbers are needed throughout. And rations? They come by way of processing plants connected to hydroponic farms. More than a few times throughout the years, these plants have suffered breakdowns, and there have been ration shortages. But don't worry: Parliament continued on eating as if nothing changed outside.

Rations are given out three times a day through numerous rations checkpoints in each sector. These rations are like tasteless protein bars: enough to provide someone the meal they need, a bland mixture of carbohydrates, protein and fat sprinkled with essential nutrients, and little more. Attempts to make them more flavorful throughout the years have failed. Badly. It's probably better that they're bland little morsels. The good news is that they're filling. That may be the only good news.

Life isn't all misery and pain, even if job prospects are largely unfortunate if you're nothing special and the food is literally nothing to talk about. There is a thriving popular culture within The Congregation. There are numerous television shows and movies depicting the distant past, or even a brighter present: one in which the people of The Congregation managed to come together and make their lives better. Oddly enough, these don't tend to act as propaganda. They're just badly written, but done with an eye on hope and perhaps a better life. There are sports and games, though no official leagues have started up, almost certainly because they would compete with the Quarry for airtime.

Members of the Congregation are able to travel anywhere they like within The Aerie thanks to trains, with the only sector the train lines don't access being The Volary. They can peer down over the city, seeing a blurry line of grey all merging together, with people living their lives as best as they can. These trains go near the surface of The Aerie, too, granting someone a close up of the world outside, and reminding them that life could be much, much worse. It could be gone altogether.

> SO SHALL IT BE (QUARRY PREPARATIONS)

With one week remaining until the next Quarry event, preparations continue within The Company's headquarters. Located at the base of the arena out of necessity, The Company's offices are pristine and lifeless in nature. White walls, white ceiling tiles, and white chairs: nothing varies from anything else. How does it remain so surgical at all times? One can only wonder.

Numerous Quarries are being prepared at any given moment, with the televised sensations planned months in advance. Some plans are scrapped depending on competitors. Given the recurrence of Snipes, there are moments where plans need to be changed, where tension needs to be brought in. An arena designer may have to scrap his entire vision for a backup plan.

Fortunately—or unfortunately—The Company is a well-oiled machine. Need some crunch time to make sure a Quarry event is ready on time? The underlings at The Company are used to working long, long days to make it work.

The Quarry this time around is unknown, though there are suspicions of what it might be.

As for those waiting to enter the ring: they're free to live their lives, but many of them are undergoing talent training and preparation for the big event. They're going through interviews, getting sized for any costumes, and being asked to tell their stories. Some of the Snipes may be more than ready for this, while the Guineas will need to figure this out for themselves.

> A WILL TO FIGHT (THE KESTRELS)

Littered throughout the Congregation is a group that's been budding for a while. As much as this world is all they've known, there are some who believe that they deserve something better. The Quarry is unfair, and all throughout the many sectors, there are signs that The Aerie is breaking down and dying, barely keeping it together. These are people who may be afraid, but want to fight despite that fear.

Some of them have made themselves known: bearing a tattoo of a kestrel where others can see. Others hide who they are, but they're waiting. Planning. They strike when they can, but they know that time is running out. There are tiny safehouses throughout, typically through hatches underneath small local businesses that are sympathetic to the kestrels themselves. These people aren't members, but they put themselves at risk every day to protect this movement.

So, they have their sights set on this upcoming Quarry. It's time to bring change to The Aerie—or die trying.

> GOALS FOR THIS LOG

Either through talking ICly or OOCly, we'd like to have the following goals outlined and submitted to our comments below:

What is the Kestrels' plan in all of this? What do they intend to do?
This can include trying to find and meet with Prometheus, just as a note! Overall, we'd like an idea of what they'll be attempting with the upcoming Quarry so that we can work it into the next log.

What is the theme for the next Quarry arena?
We'd like to have some idea of a theme, as well as some submitted puzzles! We know that we're the kings of Vague Ass Puzzles, so feel free to be vague. We just want to give our Quarry participants something to look forward to.

Are there any other factors we need to consider?
Parliament upheaval? Plans to find out what Parliament is doing? Anything else that might come to mind? This is more loose!

We're giving a loose deadline of DECEMBER 7 with the next log going up on DECEMBER 12.

> FINAL OOC NOTES

Welcome to part one of our year-end AU event! We meant for this to be primarily be a description log to start play, especially since we feel that most of our critical information is in our Planning Post. We suggest that you do any necessary planning there for your select crews there, as well as use the "DM" system on Warbler for private stuff.

Of course, our questions thread is still open.

Since it's come up in the past: since all characters are in the AU, please feel free to do a catch-all post of anything you might want! Flashbacks! Anything open prompt-wise! Go wild with this stuff. This is always available during events, but we wanted to be explicitly clear here given the nature of this event.

As for mod-run social media, we have a post here on the network where we'll be steadily adding things throughout the event!

Our November Activity Check goes live on DECEMBER 1. AC for the month of December will be check-in only. It's a weird holiday season, but it will undoubtedly still be stressful for all of us.

Our next reserves will open on NOVEMBER 23 and our next application period will open on DECEMBER 1. We intend for all new or returning applicants to be kept outside of the AU. We have a special plotting opportunity and NPC ready for this scenario to help people integrate. However, if you have a friend who's apping to tap into the AU, let us know—we're not 100% married to our plans, but we worried about any new players apping into such a convoluted scenario after so much plotting has already taken place.

That's all for now. Have fun and for those of you who celebrate, have a Happy Thanksgiving! 🦃

wittingly: (I sᴇᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ғᴀᴄᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴡʜᴇʀᴇ)

[personal profile] wittingly 2020-11-28 08:12 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah.

[ He agrees, a strain in his voice. His rasp's gotten worse lately, and it's coming out especially prominently tonight. ]

Sneaky's good. Sneaky's... if you can make it almost all the way to the end without running into a single fucking person, do it.

[ He licks his lips. Falters. There's a slight waver in his tone, a hesitation when he starts up. ]

Kyna... you're gonna have to kill someone. Probably more than one person. When the time comes for that... you can't hesitate, okay?
evocation: (162bottledskies)

[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 08:26 am (UTC)(link)
I know.

[Logically, she knows, but she doesn't think there's a way to prepare for it. They'd talked about it before Ian went in too, and it still wrecked him. She's pretty sure it wrecks everyone.

There's a part of her that wants to move the conversation on, just ask him if he can teach her to make some traps or something. He certainly doesn't mean for it to be, but that tremble in his voice is like a warning. They're approaching territory that's hard for him, things she doesn't want him to relive.

But. But.

She needs to know. He wouldn't want her to hold back on this for his sake. Logically, she knows that too. She still has to force herself to continue, voice quiet.]


How do you... Um. How do you keep yourself from hesitating? How do you... think of it?
wittingly: (Cᴇɴᴛᴜʀɪᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ)

[personal profile] wittingly 2020-11-28 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ She does need to know this. He wishes he'd have had someone to tell him; the person who helped prepare him focused less on the psychological and more on the physical. He was a pretty skinny young man, he didn't have nearly the muscle mass of half the other men in the arena. They went over how to avoid fighting, how to break the holds of a larger opponent. Physical stuff.

Not this part.

This is the part that almost got him killed. That second one especially, because it wasn't instant, it wasn't fast, he didn't immediately have to bolt. He slit the guy's throat while his own heart beat pounded so loud in his ears he couldn't think. There was no thinking. There was just adrenaline, and then blood, and then him gripping the knife too hard to let go. Blood on his hands, blood on his clothes, pure shock set in. He hit the ground, he fucking froze, and then it all came rushing back at once. He must've sat there out in the open rocking back and forth over the guilt for twenty fucking minutes, defenseless, easy pickins.

He got lucky.

He doesn't trust luck for her. It's not concrete enough. ]


You have to be afraid.

[ He says, and his voice comes out as a soft sort of whisper. Her head's on his shoulder, he knows she can hear him just fine. He doesn't put any energy into changing that. ]

People are gonna try to tell you to be brave. They're wrong. You have to be so scared for your life you don't even think anymore. You can't talk yourself out of it if you're fucking terrified.
evocation: (219bottledskies)

[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
Okay.

[It's all she trusts herself to say. She's already afraid, but the strange part is that she's not just afraid for herself. She's terrified of how Ian and Sam will handle it if she dies, if they have to see it. If Ian hadn't won, Kyna is absolutely certain she wouldn't have come back from it. She would have just shattered, utterly irreparably. Ian has a life, and someone he loves, and a million other things finally going right for him. He deserves to be happy. He doesn't deserve to be reliving this shit through her. The thought of dying is some huge, horrific thing that seems too vast and unimaginable for her mind to latch onto, but she's all too capable of picturing Ian's grief.

Kyna turns into him fully, arms wrapping around his middle. Her breathing is going sideways, ragged and shallow, and her voice follows suit.]


You don't have to watch.
jettisons: (bellamy00088)

[personal profile] jettisons 2020-11-28 09:01 am (UTC)(link)
What, you want me to sell you on it and suck up like everyone else does?
You wouldn't want me if I played along. You'd be bored.


[Or: He really doesn't want to actually flirt and is hoping this gambit will pay off.]
baltimores: (03; not my friend)

[personal profile] baltimores 2020-11-28 10:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ He raises an eyebrow at her. ]

Yeah?

[ This is better. The hours that have gone by since she first came up to him acting all weird, to punching him to being hesitant to actually commit to training - and now, back to the Kyna he's much more used to seeing. He still isn't entirely sure what exactly was going on earlier, but hopefully that's passed.

His life is filled with criminals and an ever-increasing amount of Volary bullshit. It's nice having someone normal in it. It's better if she stays that way.

He takes her wrist again, harder, a little more forceful this time. The sooner they can up the level, the better. ]


Remember, it's all in the movement. Use your knee if you have to, lift it up and bring it down on my wrist to push it off. Should force it right off. Your legs are weapons, too.
evocation: (332bottledskies)

[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
[She tries it the same way first—twist, bend, pull, no leg involved, just to see. Just to get the feel of it, in case. As he warned her, it doesn't work, and so she tries it again, jamming her knee into his wrist.]

Can I ask you something kind of weird?
baltimores: (02; blasting cap)

[personal profile] baltimores 2020-11-28 10:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ He steps back, letting his arms fall back at his sides. Slightly inclines his head towards her.

Shit, he'd really been hoping things were back to normal. ]


Sure.
evocation: (051)

[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 11:02 am (UTC)(link)
[She's quiet for a second, rubbing her wrist where he let go. Then, impulsively, she reaches for his hand, her touch gentle. She knows he's not big on affectionate physical contact, but she can't help it. Deep breaths. Just spit it out.]

If, uh... You know. If I don't come out, will you keep an eye on Ian and Sam for me?

[And of course, of course, despite her best efforts, her voice starts to tremble as soon as she says their names. She's terrified of dying, obviously, terrified of suffering or going out slowly. It's just that somehow, she's started to think more and more that everyone left behind is going to get the worse end of the deal. At least she'll be dead and it'll be over. Everyone else is going to have to live with it, and she's not sure she would have ever come back from it if Ian had died in his Quarry.

Keeping it together is a lost cause. She looks away instead.]


I'm just... I'm worried about them, you know?
reproached: (165)

[personal profile] reproached 2020-11-28 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, Murphy is loving this backtalk. No one has the audacity to speak to him this way. Absolutely no one. ]

you really expect me to crawl down to that shithole of yours begging for scraps when there's a whole buffet waiting for me right here

you better make it worth the effort
baltimores: (11; what was that for)

[personal profile] baltimores 2020-11-28 11:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ The hesitancy is new. So that's interesting.

It takes him but a second to place what she's talking about: a fairly routine spotting of a long-suspected thief, caught in the act. The guy had run; Amos had chased. The guy may or may not have run straight into a wall; when Amos had brought him in, his face had been visibly busted up, two black eyes, broken and bloody nose, a couple of teeth missing, and he'd been limping pretty bad from an unexplained leg injury.

As far as he's concerned, the second the guy had tried to run, he'd declared it open season on himself. And damn, Amos hadn't had that in a while. When he spots an opportunity, he takes it. All sorts of things can go wrong when someone isn't cooperative, after all. ]


What about him? [ He absently wonders if he'd missed something. ]
jettisons: (bellamy00089)

[personal profile] jettisons 2020-11-28 11:15 am (UTC)(link)
[God, this total asshole.]

We both know I'm not scraps, Murphy.
baltimores: (01; stop it)

[personal profile] baltimores 2020-11-28 11:32 am (UTC)(link)
[ He stares down at her hand on his, then looks back up at her face when she starts to speak.

His mind blanks out for a second when she starts to lose her composure before he snaps right back to reality, trying to parse her request. He doesn't think someone's ever asked him for something like that before. Relationships come and go, but in the end, it's only ever about you, and if you aren't looking out for yourself, then nobody else will.

So this is a completely foreign concept.

He keeps staring at her, even as she looks away. ]


I don't know them. [ Start with a fact, at least. A stall, while he tries to figure out how to comprehend this. ] But I could... make sure nobody gives them shit.

[ He wonders how someone could be worried about anyone but themselves when they're probably staring death in the face. He's not kidding himself; an afternoon of training is barely scratching the surface of what she'll need. There's no "I'm sure you'll come out" because there's no way to be sure. So that she would turn her focus to others? That's... tough for him to follow. ]
reproached: (003)

[personal profile] reproached 2020-11-28 11:41 am (UTC)(link)
that confidence is delicious

i'll swing by

don't bore me
evocation: (164bottledskies)

[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
[Kyna has no idea if he's saying that as some kind of gentle brush off. Maybe that's all he feels he can offer, and that's... something. Her grip on his hand tightens unconsciously, and she nods. The truth is, focusing on Ian and Sam is the only thing she feels like she can cling to.]

Okay. Just... whatever you can do.
jettisons: (bellamy00048)

[personal profile] jettisons 2020-11-28 11:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Finally. Bellamy sends over his address, and it is, indeed, in a shithole neighborhood.]

I won't.

[Hey, at least that part's not a lie.]
baltimores: (04; in town)

[personal profile] baltimores 2020-11-28 11:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ He tenses for a second when her grip tightens. He reflexively ends up returning it, a sudden but ultimately gentle action. It just. If she's doing it. He should do it back, maybe?

Emotions are uncomfortable. He liked it better when she was practising sending him to the ground over and over.

He turns her words over in his mind, trying to figure out if there's something else she's asking for that he just hasn't picked up on. There's been a lot he hasn't picked up on today. ]


What would they need someone keeping an eye on them for?
reproached: (173)

[personal profile] reproached 2020-11-28 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Murphy takes his time getting down there. He feels an urgency his leisurely pace wouldn't suggest, but Bellamy seems to be under the impression that he's desperate, and he'd like to dispel that assumption at least to some degree. It's Murphy, after all, who does have the power here, and Bellamy who's submitting to him at long last.

Of course, all of this is undoubtedly transactional. Murphy isn't stupid enough to think Bellamy has finally realized how attractive he is, what a good match they could be. No, Bellamy needs something from him. And Murphy might just be feeling generous enough to give it to him, if the evening goes well.

There's even something exciting about slumming it in this pathetic little ghetto rather than taking this someplace finer. It's dirty, being down here, lowering himself just to enjoy the company of a boy who's long denied him. Maybe it's even romantic, in a fairytale way. Murphy can be so helpless to beauty, really.

He takes a moment to fix his hair before knocking. ]
evocation: (bottledskies20)

[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 12:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[Even if he's only mimicking her, it's the right move. It gets her to exhale, relaxing slightly, even if his question throws her. Then again, she's used to Amos having... Unusual responses. Her voice is still choked, but fuck it. Who cares?]

Because... They'll be upset. Sam might blame himself since, you know.

[Since that asshole framed her to try to get a leg up on him.]

Ian might too. And even if he doesn't, we grew up together.
baltimores: (11; what was that for)

[personal profile] baltimores 2020-11-28 12:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He keeps his hand in place, because that seems to have done something right. It's a strange feeling, and one he doesn't particularly like, but the moment seems bigger than his own discomfort. ]

But they didn't do anything. It's not their fault. [ He's just confused now. The only person to blame is the one who accused her. Why would anyone else take on that burden? Shit, of all the people he's arrested - it's not his problem most of them died. ]

If anyone wants to go after them, I can shut that down. [ That at least he knows how to do. ]
evocation: (219bottledskies)

[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 12:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I know it's not their fault. But feelings can be messy.

[And she's too exhausted to explain the intricacies of it.]

Thanks. Seriously.
baltimores: (12; see for the both of us)

[personal profile] baltimores 2020-11-28 12:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh.

[ Yeah, he's getting the memo about feelings being messy. This day has been a whirlwind.

He gives her hand a final squeeze, because it feels like the right thing to do, before letting go and withdrawing, embracing the cool air back on his skin. ]


Sure thing.

[ A pause, because. This is. He doesn't know. Just, say something else, because the silence is hanging heavy in the air. ]

You gonna be okay?
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[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 12:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[The sound Kyna lets out is supposed to be a laugh, but it's so choked and strained it sounds closer to a sob. She's been dodging that question from everyone else, but somehow it disarms her, coming from Amos.]

I don't know. No. I feel like I'm fucking losing it.
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[personal profile] baltimores 2020-11-28 12:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Yeah... feelings are messy. He's not sure what else he was expecting there. ]

Makes sense. [ He considers. ] I don't think you were meant for this.

[ Not for direct and brutal violence, of impending death at any moment's turn. He's fine with it. He grew up in it. Hell, if he were to get thrown into the Quarry, he'd probably have a blast. Was trending really, really close to that path before he'd been picked up for Shrike training which, he has to admit, has been much better for his long-term survival. ]

You gotta be now, though. No other alternative. So, uh.

[ She clearly hasn't been thinking about only herself. ]

Would you kill for Ian and Sam? Because that's what it's gonna come down to.
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[personal profile] evocation 2020-11-28 12:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[She actually hasn't been thinking of it that way at all—killing for Ian and Sam. But he asks, and her answer is immediate and instinctive.]

Yes.

[Of course she wants to live, but if it keeps Ian from spiraling the way he did after his mom died, if it keeps Sam from doing the same, then absolutely. There's no question.]

What do you mean, I wasn't meant for this?