Yes and no. [It feels weird talking to a friend.] I didn't feel bad about using what they had to get what I wanted. And I didn't feel bad about lying to them, if that's what you mean. They didn't deserve that power.

[But Dick isn't his friend, is he? Dick was always more moral, more thoughtful than Jimmy ever was.

And Jimmy is and has always been selfish.]

I don't think I'd ever feel bad if it hadn't gone like this. [And even then, it took time. Like he had to shut off a part of himself to experiment, to try to get away.]