（ why does he keep opening his mouth so words can fall out? it's a fucking mystery. jai is almost wishing he'd taken him up on that whole eardrum rupturing thing, because it'd be preferable to this. whatever this is.
what is this, exactly? he watches as aidan tries to limber up, eyes tracking his hands (always watch the hands in a fight. is this a fight? who the fuck knows anymore) and then he drops his attention away. he shouldn't be letting himself get so preoccupied with personal shit when he should be paying attention to the other people they were brought in with, the sightlines to the door. he should be asking questions and laying on the charm and doing everything properly. instead he's standing here staring at aidan fucking kaase like he just hung the moon but like, suspiciously, and he still doesn't know what to fucking say. ）
I'm not talking about this right now.
（ whatever 'this' is. it's better than saying obvious about what?' or any of the other hundred things that raced to mind. he's choosing to act like he knows exactly what aidan's talking about while simultaneously having no fucking clue, and that's just how it's gonna be, thanks. ）
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what is this, exactly? he watches as aidan tries to limber up, eyes tracking his hands (always watch the hands in a fight. is this a fight? who the fuck knows anymore) and then he drops his attention away. he shouldn't be letting himself get so preoccupied with personal shit when he should be paying attention to the other people they were brought in with, the sightlines to the door. he should be asking questions and laying on the charm and doing everything properly. instead he's standing here staring at aidan fucking kaase like he just hung the moon but like, suspiciously, and he still doesn't know what to fucking say. ）
I'm not talking about this right now.
（ whatever 'this' is. it's better than saying obvious about what?' or any of the other hundred things that raced to mind. he's choosing to act like he knows exactly what aidan's talking about while simultaneously having no fucking clue, and that's just how it's gonna be, thanks. ）