I was supposed to turn you in. ( voice quieting, this isn't something that should be overheard. ) Everyone was pissed. You were ruining everything. I was supposed to get close enough to find a weak spot, and you know how fucking well that turned out for me.

( the stupid game where aidan very clearly wasn't doing what he was supposed to do and instead was actually helping. the--completely abandoning everything because he decided he wasn't going to do it. ruining the nice, comfortable space he'd made for himself in an otherwise shitty world. the several day detox directly after that he is absolutely going to purposely ruin for himself here in a bit. )

So you can either trust me to know what I'm doing, or you can fuck off.