（ in a way, he just traded one addiction for another. he put the drugs down and picked up the kestrel armour, and there are times when he's out in the city that it feels better than the drugs ever did.
(there are times it feels worse, too. every once in a while he still thinks about taking burners, just for the nerve blocking, just for the pain immunity — )
he does roll his eyes a little at both statements. ）
Too bad. You don't get to be high and miserable and guilty and alone. Pick any two, asshole.
（ it's a shitty place to be. just about no one does drugs because they want to do drugs, it's always — fit in, feel good, numb the pain. something. ）
That isn't even remotely the point. I could've been like, damn, too bad Tikasca Loroe isn't here with me and I'm stuck with this shitty gutter punk instead.
（ oh, you know, the hottest singer of their generation, who he actually met once at a charity gala. ）
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(there are times it feels worse, too. every once in a while he still thinks about taking burners, just for the nerve blocking, just for the pain immunity — )
he does roll his eyes a little at both statements. ）
Too bad. You don't get to be high and miserable and guilty and alone. Pick any two, asshole.
（ it's a shitty place to be. just about no one does drugs because they want to do drugs, it's always — fit in, feel good, numb the pain. something. ）
That isn't even remotely the point. I could've been like, damn, too bad Tikasca Loroe isn't here with me and I'm stuck with this shitty gutter punk instead.
（ oh, you know, the hottest singer of their generation, who he actually met once at a charity gala. ）