（ he sort of. laughs, awkwardly. he's never told aidan about vel, and he doesn't really...
it's not that he doesn't want to tell him. no way in the world it's more a secret than being the kestrel, but she belongs to a part of his life he can barely even touch. sometimes he feels like if he talks about it, some tenuous thread of connection will snap and he'll never see her again.
foolish. but then, isn't that most emotion? ）
I wasn't actually thinking about 'getting out'. I just wanted a score. Something good enough I didn't have to worry about money for a while. Broke into Gal's house. I'm pretty sure you can imagine how that panned out.
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（ he sort of. laughs, awkwardly. he's never told aidan about vel, and he doesn't really...
it's not that he doesn't want to tell him. no way in the world it's more a secret than being the kestrel, but she belongs to a part of his life he can barely even touch. sometimes he feels like if he talks about it, some tenuous thread of connection will snap and he'll never see her again.
foolish. but then, isn't that most emotion? ）
I wasn't actually thinking about 'getting out'. I just wanted a score. Something good enough I didn't have to worry about money for a while. Broke into Gal's house. I'm pretty sure you can imagine how that panned out.