( she says the word quietly, fixing booker with a look. she says it because there's still guilt that wants to manifest because of what happened, what he'd done. she still wants to carry some of that with her. and she wonders if she'd been more attentive, if this would have happened. )
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( she says the word quietly, fixing booker with a look. she says it because there's still guilt that wants to manifest because of what happened, what he'd done. she still wants to carry some of that with her. and she wonders if she'd been more attentive, if this would have happened. )
Can you remember the last time you were okay?
( she's curious. )