I could've told you and still fucked over Kestrel. ( not technically, but in this hypothetical what-if scenario he could have. ) But I'd had my suspicions before I got confirmation. A lot of shit just matched. It felt right but in a way I hoped was wrong.
( because that'd mean he'd have to turn in his one goddamn friend in the entire fucking universe just for some peace of mind. another amount of time with fuck all to do before he's given something else to latch his teeth into. you know. the good shit. )
What would it've done? "Oh, hey, Jai. I'm going to fuck up Kestrel by unmasking them and throwing them to the wolves. You want to join?" Would you have told me?
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( because that'd mean he'd have to turn in his one goddamn friend in the entire fucking universe just for some peace of mind. another amount of time with fuck all to do before he's given something else to latch his teeth into. you know. the good shit. )
What would it've done? "Oh, hey, Jai. I'm going to fuck up Kestrel by unmasking them and throwing them to the wolves. You want to join?" Would you have told me?