In that regard, there's nothing different. It happens and it sucks. I've had it happen...a lot lately and it hurts. It hurts every single time.

( he's very good at hiding that but it's there. it's raw and it scars and sometimes, it doesn't go away. he's still dealing with a lot of the recent losses. )

The question becomes is it better to shut yourself off from people and be alone or open yourself up and just deal with the loss?