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MEADOWLARK MODS ([personal profile] larkers) wrote in [community profile] meadowlarklogs2021-01-15 04:04 pm

EVENT #11.4 / ARRIVAL LOG #029

WHO: Everyone!
WHERE: The Aerie as it ends in an anime-like fashion, New Tokyo, and New Amsterdam
WHEN: August 23, 2512 onward.
WHAT: Event ending, arrivals, and a lot of changes.
NOTES OR WARNINGS: Coercion and loss of autonomy, religious themes.

> EVENT #011.4 / ARRIVAL #029

As suddenly as they all vanished, the people who remained in the Aerie begin to return. These people have not died: instead, they seem to return peacefully after an extremely unusual experience. As the gods are freed, the Aerie begins to take on a different form, radically altered by this decision. The very fabric of reality unravels. It's not that the city continues to grow more and more dilapidated by the moment—instead, the Aerie ceases to exist, dragging everyone who remains within into a joint, out of body experience.

At once, everyone's memories return in full. As they float in what is an open space, they'll recall who they were once before, right alongside their alternate life in the Aerie. Even if they can't see them, they'll begin to feel the others there: not just that they exist, but their emotions: wonder, surprise, irritation, anger, fear, guilt. Somehow, they recognize that they're connected to the billions of living souls there alongside them.

What once seemed like a wide, open space comes to be recognized as a large, vast ocean. They float in the deepest depths of the ocean, and they begin to see sea life swirl around them. Whales. Sharks. The glint of a dying star? There are constellations in the distance, too far to reach. It's hard to say where they are, and impossible to communicate to ask, to try to reach one of the billions of other souls there. When they open their mouths to try, they only make an unintelligible sound. Have they, too, been transformed into those creatures? It seems, at least for a moment, like they're communicating via echolocation.

The constellations begin to burn brighter and brighter. As they touch the people there, they're able to see more clearly around them. There are hundreds upon thousands of animals, all with bright golden eyes. They push through the water quickly, and the gold in their eyes fully illuminates the space around them.

Once that illumination meets a critical mass, everyone begins to experience a different joint vision. From the very start, the experience itself is excruciating: they feel an object, vaguely comprehended, but perceived to be spear-like in nature, slicing into them, tearing them asunder. The misery results in a complete and total division of self: splintered and incomplete, scattered into trillions of tiny pieces.

An indefinite amount of time later, there is a stirring. Everyone feels frigid and cold. The chill is excruciating, but different from what it was before. And then, as if a physical feeling can become an emotion, that chill becomes anger. And then that rage starts searching, wandering—

Until it adapts and connects with the ocean around it. The gold in the eyes of the sharks and whales begins to dim. A feeling of grief and eventually peace washes over everyone who remains.

And then everyone begins to shift in their beds, awakening as if returning from a terrible nightmare. Of course, given that they recall all of it, it's likely not much of a nightmare. At least not in a literal sense. When they wake to check in on the world, they'll find it in much the same shape—with the changes being far less obvious at first.

> 30 SECONDS FROM TOKYO

At first, you'll hear the buzz of a motor, as well as smell the splash of ocean water not so far away. You'll find that you're on a boat, passing swiftly over the Pacific Ocean to come into contact with a large, man-made structure in the distance. While you're drugged, you find that you're unable to move much. An IV protrudes from your arm, keeping you sedate. When one of the guards on the boat turns to check on you, they'll find your eyes open. "Sit tight and don't move. We have to be welcomed inside." Even if you're naturally defiant, you find yourself forced to comply.

Eventually, the boat pulls onto a dock that extends from the city itself to welcome your arrival. The mechanisms are complicated and hidden. Unlike a drawbridge in our modern times, the dock extends swiftly and completely, welcoming the boat next to it. After the boat seems to anchor itself into place, the guards present begin to move each of the passengers one by one off the boat. You'll notice others like you: dressed in white, long-sleeved scrubs, with recently shaved heads, and a pair of white tennis shoes. Or most of them are.

There are two exceptions: Eames and Aeryn, who have their hair still, but are just as drugged and kept under. They went through a similar arrival process before the Aerie stole them away, and arrived back after the Aerie ended in a similar manner to Max. Their return to society is just less personalized due to the circumstances.

Eventually, you're taken through the city—a wonder in and of itself, as it's a complex system of elevators spanning both vertically and horizontally through the large, metallic structure—and eventually through the back door of a business.

"All right, listen up everyone. There are people coming to get you. We've got this place for the day, so sit tight." At this, everyone's forced to do as they're commanded. Even if you don't want to sit, you have no choice. "We'll direct the people to bring you water, but that's all. Ask them to show you the glow. And—from me to you?" The guard sounds … tired all of a sudden. Her voice is strained as she adds: "Try not to fuck more shit up."

At once, the guards start to filter out through the back door. As much as everyone left behind can't go anywhere, they sure can talk.

As this process begins, a message is sent to all of the Displaced in New Amsterdam via a private broadcasting channel, one that's meant to only reach a limited number of people. It seems Jimmy's found a way to hack it for his own use, but trying to trace this back to him will prove impossible:

Sorry everyone. Couldn't do an official drop off. I barely scrounged up the people I did to get them to town. They're sitting tight at a bakery called Sweet Omakase in New Tokyo. Just go in and tell the people up front that you're there to pick up a package.

Oh, I forgot to mention: I'll be reaching out to a few of you soon. So … yeah.

JH

As for that compliance drug?

◉ Though entirely capable of independent action and thought, new characters will find themselves completely, unquestioningly compliant to any verbal statement which could be taken as a command or request.

> NEW AMSTERDAM

Though the Displaced can make the choice to keep the newcomers in New Tokyo for longer than a few hours, it's generally not recommended. Morningstar in New Tokyo is in just as much disarray as the rest of the world, and El doesn't want to disrupt their recovery in these trying times. As such, it'll be necessary to take them on a secure route back to the New Tokyo gate, bring them to New Amsterdam, and start to get them ready for their new lives. Of course, they may see a little bit of New Tokyo along the way, but not much given the urgency. (The link is provided for brevity purposes—please see the "New Tokyo" section for a summary of the city itself!)

The abbreviated trip between New Tokyo and New Amsterdam will bring the newcomers back to a city that's been through … a lot. That means it's probably a good time to have a quick catch up, right?

> LAST TIME ON NAMSTERDAM!
Although a year isn't very long for even a human being, the Displaced have managed to make their mark in this unusual world. Having first been released out into the world in mid-June 2511, they started touching the world around them. Whether it was fighting a giant monster or curing people from the sickness caused by inhaling smoke from that giant monster's parts (as well as any tiny little monsters it brought with it) or taking on the UNA when they tried to wipe out an entire chapter of a rebel organization, the mysterious Blue-glowing people were there.

After over a year of interventions left and right, the Displaced finally came forward as a united group—one that's uniquely tied to a business they opened. No one knows they're from another world. They don't even know what the Displaced's powers are, though they've certainly seen them do fantastical things. One thing became apparent: while the Displaced were spotted in other cities around the globe, their influence has been most felt in New Amsterdam. And even if the world's governing body doesn't like it, the people of New Amsterdam have claimed the Displaced as their own.

Most recently, the entire world found itself dragged into another reality called the Aerie. The Displaced had gone through this before on a smaller scale, but this brought everyone present on the planet Earth to this other world. The Aerie was a miracle world: in order to prevent the death of humanity as everyone knew it, a group of heroes chosen by a handful of gods chained said gods and harnessed their power to create a safe haven for all of humanity. As a result of their actions, these people created a major class disparity in order to maintain the secrets of how they created the Aerie. Since billions of people were saved in the process, the Aerie ended up having an overpopulation problem. The answer? A battle royale for anyone who's committed a crime, held monthly.

Well, as these things go, about two hundred years into this horrible experiment, the Aerie started experiencing some challenges. Rebel groups and bombs and more! Eventually the gods were set free, and with it, the Aerie vanished into nothing.

Though the Aerie (and its smaller-scale predecessor, Zerzura) was undoubtedly brought into being by divine intervention, it doesn't help that the Displaced claimed that their powers seemed to be caused by interacting with gods. Troubling much? So, some of the world is divided, with New Amsterdam being the only pro-Displaced left after the Aerie. Of course, it's a touch more complicated than that.

And it doesn't all fall in the laps of the Displaced. After all, they didn't choose to have this happen to them.

An important thing to note is that New Amsterdam is a very, very green city. We don't mean recycling. As if powered by weird god magic, plants grow a-plenty in the city, leaving numerous trees and thousands upon thousands of credits in plumbing issues. Animals came into the city thanks to the absence of humans to start settling in. It's a beautiful city, one that seems as if it's actively fighting against being reclaimed by nature.

With the worldwide trauma, current singing events are currently on hiatus. This likely won't be permanent, but it's not as if anyone is looking to become a pop star at this exact moment.

But that's where New Amsterdam is currently, anyway.

> SUMMER PROBLEMS
Ah, water rationing. That's right: one of the tried and true traditions in New Amsterdam summers is water rationing. During the hot summer months, the city puts out water rationing warnings, and the city also answers the intense and extreme heat by making it so that businesses are open throughout the evening, with everyone sleeping during the daytime. However, the Aerie shot a lot of that preparation in the foot, so the city won't be able to reverse the clock.

Expect a lot of hot, miserable, and extremely humid days ahead. Thanks to the nearly tropical nature of the city at this point, humidity is a natural side effect of it all. The temperatures will be reaching from around 105 F to 115 F during the daytime. The evenings cool off, but certainly not by much, as they dip to only around 90 F to 95 F when the sun goes down.

Oh, and water rationing is most definitely in effect.

> RED WINGS
In February 2512, the bar known as Red Wings first opened. Positioned adjacent to the New Amsterdam stadium, where a wide variety of sporting events occur year round, it's the only business in New Amsterdam that's currently run entirely by the Displaced. However, a few other businesses are set to open in the near and distant future, all tailored to cater to the city that most of the Displaced call home.

On the inside, Red Wings is very, very red. There is a neon sign that's been recently repaired of the Great Lakes state (Michigan). In terms of being a watering hole, the bartenders are all Displaced and all very sympathetic to any newcomers headed their way. Need some free food or a chance to play pool to clear your head? Red Wings is the place to do that. There are tables throughout the bar. There used to be booths, but most of them got shredded during a recent monster attack and … well, tables are easier to replace.

It's likely that all of the newcomers will be brought to Red Wings first for a full meal before being taken to the safehouse across town.

And while there are blank projection screens around the bar showing news broadcasts of what just went down, none of the newcomers will be able to see any of them.

> MURAL
Throughout the past year, multiple murals have gone up around New Amsterdam by a Banksy-like figure. This figure is known to the people of New Amsterdam as Legion, and they tend to commemorate both the Displaced and their ties to the gods. In the Aerie, it was revealed that Legion was a wealthy woman by the name of Nirvana. Upon returning from the Aerie, another new mural goes up in New Amsterdam.

Legion's new mural explodes in color in the large corporate buildings that connect in New Amsterdam's financial district. It depicts the whole story of the Aerie from beginning to end: the conception, the Quarries, the attacks on both the Quarry and the Volary, and then the return. The imagery is woven together like a full story, each picture moving seamlessly into the next. Below are the colors of the gods, painted in vibrant colors that can be seen for miles.

There's specific imagery woven in as well, including the birds that represent the different groups of people, the eclipse and different phases of the moon to signify the timing.

It seems to say never forget.

> HELPING OUT
All around the world, returning members of Morningstar, PRESERVE, and even the cultists who once followed the leader, Ball (though the cultists are only working in New Amsterdam), all spur into action to try to help. Everyone may be traumatized, but they also likely prescribe to the notion of wanting to keep busy. Recalling the Aerie won't be pleasant, and the world needs help. New Amsterdam already has a head start thanks to the resource acquisition and work by a small group of Displaced, but now everyone is back to work.

The work in question? Feed everyone, first and foremost. Countless people are without fresh food. Working in conjunction with both the Red Wings employees and the cultists, PRESERVE will be putting up food banks all around the city. Marcos Diaz's food bank is likely to be fully stocked as a result of this, should he want to get that running again.

Other work that needs to be done involves plumbing, as the plants seem to have very much taken on a life of their own. They're absorbing most of the available water in the city, and have even made the water level decrease in the river (just a bit, though). Water rationing is even more important right now, but it may prove to be a futile effort if the plants aren't held back. Time to get moving. Anyone who wants to be an impromptu apprentice to a plumber is likely going to be welcomed onto the job. They need all hands on deck.

Finally, there are just the people who need help. Roaming bands of former UNA soldiers caused problems even before the mass return. Now they're meeting up and moving as if they're a gang of their own to return order to the land. However, these people are truly traumatized, and it's as if they're calling upon an old order that they can't quite recognize. The problem is that they're extremely dangerous. Though their weapons are mostly makeshift ones, they can fight with them. Along with these roaming bands, there are the catatonic and the confused people, all who could use some assistance to get back on track.

Sadly, the hospitals are not ready to be staffed by typical personnel. If anyone wants to take the lead on this and commandeer those medical centers, they can feel free to! Again, all help is appreciated, even if it might involve some slightly illegal choices.

> SPIRITUAL RECLAMATION
One thing that was significant in Meadowlark's world before the Aerie was a complete lack of religious or spiritual devotion, at least on a major scale. Smaller sects like the tiny cult in New Amsterdam were exceptions that ultimately proved the rule. After all, they didn't even have any written doctrine about their belief systems.

Things begin to change. Some of those changes are obvious, while others are less so—at first.

The first sign of this is in various preachers who take up spots on street corners to preach about the end of the world. With a muddled and confused ideology, these people build little podiums for themselves to speak about the end times: the Aerie was proof that humanity is only buying itself time before an inevitable end—and eventually, the gods will punish them for what they did. While the initial preachers will not have a clear messaging system, this will change in the coming weeks. In fact, it'll seem as if they're all deriving their ideology from the same place—even while located in different megacities.

Quietly, tiny religious communities begin to spring up. With real estate already in shambles before the Aerie, much of the construction has come to a halt in order for people to begin to psychologically heal. As a result, various warehouses throughout the megacities begin to be converted into spiritual centers. At first, these locales will be innocuous in nature, but in time, there will be a clear set of imagery connected to them. Some of that imagery will link back to the Aerie (with a lot of birds, as well as ties to either the Cardinals or the gods), or to the sacred geometry imagery that's been connected to the Displaced for some time.

These spiritual centers may simply be people squatting illegally, but it's not as if any of the various local police departments have the resources to stomp them out. It seems that the UN also views this religious devotion as harmless, at least compared to the other problems that could arise.

> NATURE'S RECLAMATION
Plants and a handful of animals have been at it for a while, but the world is definitely in the process of experiencing a second coming of … fauna? Some are springing up unexpectedly outside of walls, while others are inside of the walls themselves in many megacities. Did you know that pigeons were an uncommon sight in 2512? Well, were is an appropriate word for it. They're no longer uncommon. And what about that river in New Amsterdam? Never one to be a place for fishing, it's now filled to the brim with freshwater fish.

Want to go fishing? New Amsterdam will eventually require a license for it, but it's still early days. There aren't any fishing poles around to purchase, but someone can probably fashion one themselves if they have the know-how.

There will also be more wild insects. Pest control was a thing of the past for this world, but with all these new creatures showing up all over, that's going to be a concern once again. Unless, of course, it's prevented.

> SAFEHOUSE

Not long after their arrival, the new Displaced will be brought across the city to an abandoned hover-bike garage in a neighborhood that's clearly seen better days.

Located under said hover-bike garage, access to the safehouse is a hatch in the floor beside a rusted set of metal shelves that used to hold tools and supplies. The immediate area is similarly abandoned: full of rundown and dilapidated warehouses and forgotten businesses, where numerous people squat in hopes of having some stability because they can't afford a place themselves. The inside of this safehouse looks better than the outside, as it was beginning to be transformed into a training center by Ian Fowler. Once everyone is brought into the safehouse down below, they'll find no one waiting for them. Though Gaby, a Morningstar agent, is typically around, she's absent at this time. Any newbies will need to be filled in by their fellow Displaced, though they can also contact El through zeir inbox, if needed.

The safehouse is a large space with multiple rooms for storage, with the largest of the rooms filled with rows of basic cots set up to sleep a large number of people. Basic, but outfitted with everything necessary for daily life. A few doors lead to back rooms for storage, medical care, and a large communal bathroom, and past the long rows of cots there is a communal kitchen, fully stocked, and an eating area. Privacy is mostly nonexistent in the safehouse, with any past efforts that were made to change that destroyed by numerous attacks along the way.

◉ New characters will be asked to pick their beds, and be provided with a change of (second-hand, mismatched and somewhat threadbare) clothes and basic toiletries.

◉ There is a mini-bar set up in the kitchen. The quality of the alcohol inside is akin to what someone might get from the well at a bar, though it's running low because it hasn't been restocked since before the previous set of arrivals.

◉ While the kitchen has a lot of dried foods to cook, as well as canned and preserved vegetables, most of what's left in the fridge will need to be tossed. In addition, anyone looking for a jolt of caffeine from coffee or tea will find themselves sorely lacking. The only tea present is herbal in nature, and caffeine appears to be pretty much nonexistent in most of the beverages lying around.

◉ Along those same lines, newcomers will find that this is a world that is steeped in sustainable choices. Paper is a thing of the past. Ever used a bidet regularly? This world gives everyone a crash course in exactly what that feels like if they haven't done that before.

◉ Everyone will receive a modest stipend of credits from Morningstar to help them get by until they can find a job. This will be enough to cover their living expenses for about a month while they hang out in the safehouse, if they're careful with budgeting.

◉ The drugs making new characters compliant will remain in their systems for a few hours after their arrival at the safehouse before finally beginning to fade. They will be gone entirely after a night's rest. In the meantime, they may want to be careful of what others say to them.

◉ New characters will be given rudimentary access to the network upon arrival to the safehouse, but will not have their ID set up yet. They will be able to make posts and replies, but their messages will be anonymous—and they do not have inboxes yet.

◉ New characters also do not have access to the internet until their ID is setup. They only have limited access because they're present in the safehouse, but they can't surf the rest of the internet, check out Cooltalk, or watch the equivalent of Netflix until their ID is made.

◉ New characters cannot leave the safehouse at this time. The hatch is locked tight for them, making it impossible for them to get out for the next four days while they're locked inside. There won't be any immediately obvious ways to cut their way out through turning off the power, either. Time to sit tight.

New characters will not be allowed to leave the safehouse until AUGUST 27, 2512 (JANUARY 23, 2020). These 4 days are for them to adjust, learn about the world they've arrived in from their fellows, and for El to speak with them and work on setting up their IDs.

> FINAL OOC NOTES

Welcome to Meadowlark, newbies! You're now free to post to the network and log comms. To reiterate, your characters will have no IDs or inboxes, nor be allowed to roam free once they enter the safehouse. Meaning: they'll have to sit tight until August 27, 2512 ICly.

All characters will appear as @anonymous on the network. While sitting tight in the safehouse, it's expected that they'll have gotten a good idea of their new situation from their fellow characters, and will have discussed their background and job potentials with El in order for their false IDs to be set up.

If you have any questions or ideas about how you'd like to get your character involved in the world, please head over to the plot engagement post and drop us a comment!

For questions pertaining to this log (and because we accidentally forgot to drop a questions header here, our bad!), please refer to our questions thread on the OOC post.

The January CR meme for the month is here.

Please check out our Event #011 Wrap Up Post for a rundown of all of the changes brought about through the AU, as well as any world changes that will be apparent moving forward.

As we announced on the wrap up post, AC will remain halved until at least June 2021. That said, for the month of January, we're making things check-in only because of the state of the world.

Finally, we'll be back to our standard planned calendar and AC (halved, just to be clear) on February 1, 2021. Reserves will open on January 23, 2021.

cognitivus: (Jᴜsᴛ sᴜʀʀᴇɴᴅᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪᴍʙs)

Will Graham ¤ Hannibal

[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-16 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
what I learned in boating school is...

( The world is a bleary place, drugged up and disorienting — sadly, a feeling Will is intimately familiar with. Being forced into chemical obedience is familiar as well, although that part is still coming back to him in bits and pieces. Snapshots of time spent blacked out, disassociated.

He is allowed to talk, though. He sounds a little breathless when he turns his attention to somebody — be it his neighbor or perhaps one of the older Displaced that showed up to rescue them.
)

I don't... I don't know where I am. I can't remember how I got here. I don't know where I am.

( The subtle wavering rasp of distress weighs heavy on his measured words like a cloak. Restrained though he may be, careful and quiet and deliberate in his speech and his movements, he's practically radiating anxiety. It's in the bob of his throat, it's in the shape of his eyes, it's in his posture. )


afraid they won't let me back out

( Once his mind is his own again he has the chance to process the absolutely overwhelming onslaught of information passed onto him via mental PDF, bar patron, or kindly experienced Displaced. It's absolutely unbelievable, he still doubts his own sanity a little, but present inevitably begins to mingle with (very, very recent) past. He'd been in prison before he woke up here.

Specifically, he'd been in Baltimore State Hospital for the Criminally Insane. Hands wrapped around the bars, the feeling of being suddenly caged - physically and metaphorically, the latter of which having everything to do with the elaborate frame-job that landed him there. He was only just coming to terms with the fact that he might be there for the rest of his life. Astoundingly, being kept against his will in an underground bunker isn't playing nice with his freshly induced trauma.

He'll have a hand wrapped too tightly around a glass of whiskey that he isn't actually drinking, and he'll level a question at the first person who seems to have any air of authority.
)

I'm sorry, how- how long exactly are we being held captive?


misc. mini-prompts

( Will can be found:
→ sitting on a safehouse bed, staring vacantly out at seemingly nothing for a disconcertingly long period of time
→ cleaning the spoiled food out of the safehouse refrigerator
→ intently studying a mural or religious shrine dedicated to the Displaced once released
→ wildcard me
)
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afraid they won't let me back out

[personal profile] requiemshark 2021-01-16 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ Food is, unfortunately, a little harder to come by than usual, but Ephemera still makes his rounds at the safehouse. He shows up with groceries for the newbies, he does his part. Drops off the food, gives everyone a good once-over in case he recognizes any of the new faces, and answers the questions that he can.

Things have gone strange again. The city's different. Even so, he's used to war zones. This isn't all that different, in the end.

He tips his head to the side at the question, eying the glass. Hmm. ]


The 27th. When the new IDs come in. After that, you can do whatever you want.

[ His voice is low, rough. Smoke inhalation did a number on his lungs about the same time his face got fucked up. He's got a hood pulled up, shielding the worst of the mess, but there's no hiding the damage. ]
cognitivus: (Aɴᴅ ɢɪ-ᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ)

[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-16 08:14 pm (UTC)(link)
( Things Will notices in rapid fire succession: the roughness in the timber of his voice before even the scarring on his face, the hood drawn in an unsuccessful perfunctory attempt to conceal it (he must know that it isn't working, but he performs the ritual regardless), the contemplation, the tidings he bears - charity or obligation? He's not sure yet. The former, probably - truly selfish or wicked men generally don't hide the things that make people instinctively uncomfortable.

For what it's worth, there isn't even so much as a flicker in him at the sound or the sight of it. It's funny, the way expressions and traits are equally loud to him, whether they're scars or flawless beauty.

He seems discontent with the answer, head cocking to one frustrated side, lips twitching with restrained effort to keep them from curling.
)

And if there are — extenuating circumstances?

( Namely that you have a hard time being around other people without losing your shit because you were riding out the waves of a psychotic break before a replay of the events that brought you there except on a boat. )
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[personal profile] requiemshark 2021-01-16 08:39 pm (UTC)(link)
You'd have to define those.

[ Won't be the first time someone's gone stir-crazy. People have threatened violence before. Ephemera was one of them, back when he first showed up. He didn't sleep much at all, stayed up half the night scheming and running knife drills in the dark. So he understands the impulse to want out, even to fight for it.

He's been in prison before. It was worse than this, but the lines ran parallel. They nagged at him, at the man he was then.

Someone could always try burning the building down, if they wanted out that bad. They haven't yet, but there's always the first time. ]

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what I learned in boating school is...

[personal profile] thebluewraith 2021-01-16 03:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[This is a familiar situation for Fenris as well, and he couldn't blame a single soul for the anxiety that comes with having no control over yourself. Even as the years go by and his past becomes more and more distant those memories still lurk over his shoulder, sometimes appearing for the first time, reminding him that there were people out there that could take everything you ever were and dismantle it at the drop of a feather.

His own heart beats fast, he can feel his body wanting to jump up and fight, yet he can't. It takes all his focus for him to calm his mind and bring it down to the same level as his body, even if that part is involuntary. Fenris's gaze slowly shifts to the person beside him, immediately seeing a familiar image reflected back at him, he's reminded of the first time he stepped out of the sarcophagus and had no recollection of who he was or how he got there. It's this experience that's been dogging him his entire life that allows him to sound confident when he speaks despite having no idea what comes later, despite his words being laced with the lethargy of the drug.]


Don't...panic. Take a deep breath.

[He remembers that much. It's like being tossed into a lake, flailing and panicking only makes it worse. That's what he reminds himself.]
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[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-16 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
( The nature of the drug in his system is one of obedience — more than most people, Will has the ability to tune in or out of certain states of mind. Don't panic might be a light or impossible order to comply with generally, but the games Will's mind is capable of playing with itself...

He doesn't like becoming someone he isn't, but he can; and so he does. A slow and steady breath in, and when he exhales again he seems...

Well, he still looks like shit, but at least he's not subtly shuddering anymore.
)

Do you know... how we got here?

( The rasp doesn't leave, his throat is still thick.

Now also might be the time somebody would notice Fenris' comparably strange and distinct features, but as it stands... His mind has told him stranger things, he's learned not to react to them. Maybe it's real. Maybe it isn't. Maybe it's his brain trying to tell him something, he can't know for sure yet. Better to not seem crazy, and keep it to himself.
)
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[personal profile] thebluewraith 2021-01-16 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Afraid not. I'm in the same boat as you, as it were.

[Fenris can't act on his anger, but he still tries to act on the little things he has control over. For one, these shoes are uncomfortable and painful, pressing against the markings that run through his skin and causing him pain. He slips out of them and nudges them away — the smallest act of defiance, to refuse these people's footwear, but it's a small act that grounds him.]

Do you remember who you are?

[It seems like an odd question probably, but it's important. He's Fenris. The Blue Wraith. The Wolf. Former Champion of Kirkwall's Companion. All of these titles, most of which don't mean much to him anymore, are important to remember nonetheless. If they can keep their minds going then hopefully that may very help shake off the effects of...whatever this is.]

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[personal profile] notathreat 2021-01-17 02:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Ellie can just thank her lucky fucking stars that Joel wasn't trapped in the Safehouse like this. It makes her all the more determined to check on the next batch, make sure they're settling in.

Even if they can't escape, like she did, and even if she's not the most comforting of people, she can at least try. The worst she can do is fail miserably at it.

Or get punched. That could happen too.

So she comes in a couple of days in, holding a gorgeous-smelling order of fries and ketchup from Red Wings, and sits on the vacant bed next to Will -- she doesn't know his name yet, but he's been staring off into space for a long-ass time.

... and she kinda. Knows that feeling.]


You want some? They're still hot.
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[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-17 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
( Being stuck with a dozen distressed people in a cramped environment is absolutely exhausting. He's always been reclusive by nature, he's never been a fan of crowds unless there's a very distinct barrier between them — the division between student and teacher, for instance. There's no barrier here.

All he's got is the ability to retreat into his own mind, wade into an imaginary river. He's waist-deep in running water when she starts talking, and he blinks himself back to the present. For what it's worth, the surprise he displays is impressively muted.

It takes him a second to replay what she said, to catch sight of what she's holding for context. His lips part a half second before he actually manages to summon up an answer.
)

No- ah, no thank you. I'm okay.

( It's a knee-jerk decision, one he doesn't sound terribly confident about — all the clearer when he starts eyeing them a little more. )
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[personal profile] notathreat 2021-01-17 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Will eyes the fries and Ellie eyes him, just for a second or two, before she pops the recyclable container onto the small end table, along with the small cup of ketchup, within easy reach between the two of them.]

Mhm. There if you change your mind. I'm not gonna finish 'em.

[Jyn did this to her, back in the day. Makes her wonder if she would've eaten that day, otherwise. Will's capable of thinking, responding right away. Showing interest. It's better than she thought, but it seems like he's... still kinda struggling.]

When I first got here they boarded us up in Red Wings instead. Much easier to sneak out of. I hear Gaby's a hardass.

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[personal profile] halfbloodhatchling 2021-01-17 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
You alright there?

[ Kai is not good at reassuring people, he's tried it on children and cats and neither of them have ever managed to appear at all reassured. But it seems like this man needs some kind of help, and Kai doesn't think wearing down the floor with is pacing is really going to get them out of here any sooner. ]

You need a...drink or something?
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[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-19 05:40 am (UTC)(link)
( It isn't as though he startles violently, so much as he... startles with the muted control of a man used to snapping abruptly back to reality, who has built a habit of minimizing his reaction to it. Mostly it's a series of uncomprehending blinks and a little shift to his posture, but after that he's very much present.

You're Will G--

No, we're not thinking about her right now.
)

I- wouldn't turn one down.

( The words ride out an exhale rather than carrying any real strength on their own. A little more confidently: )

But I'm fine, thank you for asking.
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[personal profile] halfbloodhatchling 2021-01-20 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
I'll get you that drink.

[ Because this doesn't really seem like the reaction of a person who's altogether fine. Kai returns shortly with it, offering the glass of whiskey out. He's grabbed one for himself too. ]

Guess none of us can really be said to be alright, what with the being kidnapped and detained.

[ He takes a sip of his drink. ]

I'm Kai.

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[personal profile] kinkprofessor 2021-01-17 10:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ In an effort to salvage his reputation from his... less than ideal choices in the Aerie, he's trying to be a 'helping' presence to the new arrivals. After his own introduction to the world, he'd more or less let people figure things out for themselves. He had to, after all. The only man he arrived with got a drink with him and then he'd wandered off to integrate into the city.

It's strange, in a way, to think that was only a few months ago. Mm. He notices Will admiring one of the murals scrawled across a wall in honor of The Displaced. He doesn't recognize the man but the fact that he seems drawn to it is... telling.
]

Interesting, isn't it? The things people choose to worship.
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[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-19 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
( He's done his homework; pored over the collected materials from both the Displaced and the public records available to him. He's learned as much as it's possible to without having been there, and that's... probably for the best. He has enough memory reconciliation to do without having an entire additional life on top of it.

Can't exactly say he dodged a bullet what with being here at all, but... at least it was a smaller caliber.

He hums thoughtfully.
)

At least what they're worshipping now is something tangible, rather than an... abstract omniscient thing everyone thinks is a man with a beard, for some reason. Which, now that I'm saying it, bears a striking resemblance to Santa Claus...

( So, yeah, maybe worshipping something that can't be confused with the man who comes down your chimney for cookies is... better. A little. Than the major religions back where he's from. )
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[personal profile] kinkprofessor 2021-01-19 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Quintalian was also rather studious once he arrived. For as nonchalant as he might seem, he's trying to keep a beat on happenings from before his time and where they're leading. The worshipping isn't surprising, all things considered, but he is interested to see how it escalates. ]

Ah, yes, Catholicism. Isn't he also predominantly portrayed as white despite originating where people produced more melanin? There's a lot that seems strange about it all.

[ Humans are weird, thinks the man whose planet is under the indoctrination of an eldritch cosmic jellyfish. Don't worry about it. ]

I do wonder though, with this, what expectations there might be of us. And more importantly, what should happen if we fail to meet them.

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what i learned in boating school is ... ;

[personal profile] nerded 2021-01-18 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
— whoa, hey. Are you okay?

[ Most of his questions are also Peter's questions, but even while he's internally panicking about it all, he doesn't look as green in the gills as the man sitting beside him.

He's not sure he's cut out to be the cool, calm, collective support but he'll try. ]


Uh. Maybe — uh. Try putting your head between your knees for a second? Just like — to take a sec.
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[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-19 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
( That's something new and fun that he'll be able to reflect on later — that he held it together more poorly than a teenager. There's a budding seed of resentment in him that this will water, but not now — and not because of Peter.

Try putting your head between your knees--

Which he very much doesn't want to do, but there's a very persuasive drug in his system that convinces him otherwise, so he bends over until his forehead touches his knee. Rests there for a second while he makes a rather dry, toneless remark.
)

Please... refrain from telling me to do yoga poses, I don't think I can actually... not do them right now.

( Which, hey, while it might still be a little shaky at least the cynicism detracts from the panic just a hair.

He will maintain that it has nothing to do with his head's position relative to his knees.

A second passes and he slowly rights himself, passing a hand over his mouth roughly in the process.
)
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[personal profile] nerded 2021-01-20 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Oh! Oh — crap. I — uh. I totally wasn't thinking. The drug.

[ But at least it looks like it might have done something? The man looks like he's distracted enough at least not to implode, so Peter is going to take that as a small win.

Even when he quickly adds: ]


Sorry. No more direct suggestions of action from me. Definitely no yoga poses.

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[personal profile] tekimetexeng 2021-01-18 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even Naomi, who's used to tiny ship's quarters, is going a little stir crazy locked in the Safehouse without even the ability to surf the network and learn more about this world. She's found some games in the common room, though, on a shelf next to the entirely-too-disconcerting-to-use VR device, and wandered back to the bunk room to look for Will.

...who's just staring at the wall. That's going to draw attention, now isn't it? Even knowing why he's doing it doesn't make her worry less.

She comes over and sits beside him on the bed, also looking straight ahead like they're at an art gallery studying an exhibition no one else can see. ]


Feeling overwhelmed?
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[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-19 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
( Of all the ways people choose to approach him while he's mentally retreated, this way is by far his favorite. There's almost an air of companionship in it — the illusion of it, because they're very much in two different states of mind when it starts. But it lays the groundwork for when they meet in the middle, and he stops spacing out to gently focus instead on her profile in his peripheral vision. Eyes still forward, but attention sliding.

She's new, but she's the most familiar energy he's got right right now. It's welcome.

He exhales thoughtfully, taking his time to find the right words.
)

It's... loud.

( Which isn't all that far off from overwhelming, but he prefers the context wherein it seems like he's in control rather than like he's frazzled and fraying. He disappears somewhere in his mind not because of traumatic response, but rather by deliberate decision.

Meditating. More or less.

In terms of real audible volume, it's actually pretty subdued. He's not talking about that, though, and he thinks she'll probably understand without him needing to explain it.
)
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[personal profile] tekimetexeng 2021-01-19 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Naomi does, in fact, understand what he's getting at. And she isn't surprised at all. Trapping him in here with the other new arrivals borders on cruelty with his disorder. ]

I'm sure. Everyone here is distressed.

[ The wall is boring so she glances down at her hands in her lap instead, trying to think of how she can help. ]

Can I do anything? Take your mind off it?

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boat school

[personal profile] unwings 2021-01-19 07:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Earth. [ cas answers automatically, tonelessly flat and level as always as he paces up, ] Northeastern hemisphere, Europe - New Amsterdam.

[ it's clinical the way cas holds out a bottle of water to the new stranger, while his eyes roam over him otherwise, looking for injuries or anything they need to be immediately concerned about. this human is bleeding anxiety all over, but doesn't seem to be in any real pain or danger. just overwhelmed? probably. cas attempts a stiff, polite smile - an attempt at reassuring. ]

2512 A.D.

[ cas watches him, gauging how shocking the information seems to be for will. when the rigidity lingers in his posture, nerves still seeming to grip him, cas drops a hesitant hand on the top of will's shoulder, taking advantage of the chemical compulsion when he finds will's eyes to give an order for a necessary function - ]

Breathe.
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toot toot

[personal profile] cognitivus 2021-01-24 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
( Northern hemisphere is more helpful than Earth, Europe is more helpful than the hemisphere, New doesn't belong in front of Amsterdam. He takes the bottle if only because it seems to be expected of him, one sure and clear exchange in this interaction. He doesn't do anything with it, just curls it against his sternum and immediately forgets it.

Breathe is an order.

He inhales deeply. Exhales slowly.
)

2512 is... the year.

( It's a statement rather than a question, except that it's... a question in its incredulity. Both at once. )

That's not possible.
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[personal profile] unwings 2021-01-25 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
The first of many things you'll feel similarly about.

[ cas tells him frankly, eyes shifting from will's face down to the bottle he's absently clutching to his chest. hopefully he can loosen the grip on the suspension of disbelief somewhere along the way to Red Wings. if not, this is going to be a difficult talk for will. ]

There's food and safe lodging prepared for you. [ he turns to walk down the sidewalk, expecting will to trail behind. ] Follow me, I'll explain along the way.

[ either way, it's best to get him off the streets quickly. turning to glance over his shoulder, cas introduces himself as an aside. ]

I'm Castiel.
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