（ he can solve that handily enough. ... mouthily enough. whatever. he drops his hand away from where he'd been holding aidan's against his side (no healing ribs in a dream) once he takes the initiative to hold on and just leans in to kiss him. it's obvious he's out of practice, clumsy and unsure. he can fake suave, he can fake calm, he can cover up the nausea and the crawling revulsion, but he can't fake experience he doesn't have. he hasn't kissed anyone since dass, and this isn't following their holding pattern of screaming at each other and then fucking to make up after the dust settled.
he just tries for gentle. something soft and drawn out, deepened by the drag of his tongue against aidan's bottom lip. ）
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（ he can solve that handily enough. ... mouthily enough. whatever. he drops his hand away from where he'd been holding aidan's against his side (no healing ribs in a dream) once he takes the initiative to hold on and just leans in to kiss him. it's obvious he's out of practice, clumsy and unsure. he can fake suave, he can fake calm, he can cover up the nausea and the crawling revulsion, but he can't fake experience he doesn't have. he hasn't kissed anyone since dass, and this isn't following their holding pattern of screaming at each other and then fucking to make up after the dust settled.
he just tries for gentle. something soft and drawn out, deepened by the drag of his tongue against aidan's bottom lip. ）