（ even with implicit permission, aidan still drops his hand away and jai makes a frustrated sound only faintly muffled by that kiss. it pisses him off for a variety of reasons, least of all the fact that he's steeled himself against it, done the fucking work, and aidan's still acting like it isn't okay.
fine. fucking fine.
he reaches up and just pins that wrist down, because if he isn't going to touch him then jai's going to make it so he can't.
funny story: you don't actually need to breathe in dreams, but your mind is so used to the action it wants to intimate it anyway, so although the kissing continues he eventually breaks away and just leans his head against aidan's shoulder a moment to catch up with. everything.
it is easier in a dream. it's different. everything's fuzzy around the edges. it's intimacy rather than action. and this isn't any harder than letting aidan patch him up as the kestrel. logically, it should be easier, seeing as how there's no blood involved, but if he was to be honest then the stress levels are about the same.
he butts his head against aidan's cheek, less nuzzling at him and more just conveying nearness the way he knows how. ）
God you're going to wake up with the worst fucking hard-on.
no subject
fine. fucking fine.
he reaches up and just pins that wrist down, because if he isn't going to touch him then jai's going to make it so he can't.
funny story: you don't actually need to breathe in dreams, but your mind is so used to the action it wants to intimate it anyway, so although the kissing continues he eventually breaks away and just leans his head against aidan's shoulder a moment to catch up with. everything.
it is easier in a dream. it's different. everything's fuzzy around the edges. it's intimacy rather than action. and this isn't any harder than letting aidan patch him up as the kestrel. logically, it should be easier, seeing as how there's no blood involved, but if he was to be honest then the stress levels are about the same.
he butts his head against aidan's cheek, less nuzzling at him and more just conveying nearness the way he knows how. ）
God you're going to wake up with the worst fucking hard-on.