( he's never really had anyone give him this much fucking... space before. unconditional tolerance. it's why keeps trying to drive home the negatives, because by and large it makes him so deeply fucking uncomfortable to just. have someone look at all the shit he's done and all the shit he's in and just go all right.
everything just fucking hurts, and he rubs the heel of his hand down against the spot where havoc impaled him, and he doesn't know if he wants to fucking cry or punch something or both, because he's had those moments too. )
Fine. Then we're trying it. And you don't get to fucking bitch about being bad at relationships.
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everything just fucking hurts, and he rubs the heel of his hand down against the spot where havoc impaled him, and he doesn't know if he wants to fucking cry or punch something or both, because he's had those moments too. )
Fine. Then we're trying it. And you don't get to fucking bitch about being bad at relationships.