( jai has laid here and bitched about all the things he's terrible at, why isn't aidan allowed to bitch, too. selfish much? rolling over on the bed so he's facing jai instead of facing away from him, aidan raises a hand. raises a finger between each point. )

I'm unreliable. I'll probably lie to you several times without even meaning to. I've cheated on someone but like, accidentally? Miscommunication. I'll take the blame for it, 'cause that shit doesn't just go one way. And chances are high I'll disappear for several days and show up high as shit hanging half inside the window at some point because I don't know how to quit without losing my fucking mind.