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ARRIVAL LOG 005
WHO: Everyone
WHERE: New Amsterdam
WHEN: Night of August 23 (through to August 30th)
WHAT: The fifth arrival
NOTES OR WARNINGS: Coercion and loss of autonomy. Further notes at end of log.
WHERE: New Amsterdam
WHEN: Night of August 23 (through to August 30th)
WHAT: The fifth arrival
NOTES OR WARNINGS: Coercion and loss of autonomy. Further notes at end of log.
> ARRIVAL LOG #005 |
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Awareness comes to you in blurred snatches, cloudy fragments of sound and light, color, sensation. Hazy and difficult to grasp on to, but slowly aligning into focus. A series of regular, rhythmic beeps. A medicinal, astringent smell. The sensation of movement, a low hum and accompanying vibration under you. Your eyes are heavy, hard to keep open, but in the glimpses between slow, dark blinks you see four people in black body armor seated opposite you, as well as a man in dark gray scrubs. You realize there are others next to you. All of you in white scrubs, hair recently cut but at various stages of growth, restrained by straps across your chests, arms, feet, holding you to the bench under you. To your left, an armored interior door, two more people visible, the movement of dark streets and neon windows passing through a windshield. You try to open your mouth to speak, but it's as if your tongue is coated in tar, and you manage nothing more than an empty parting of lips. The vehicle stops. The guard opposite you stands and comes to unbuckle you from the bench, helping you to your feet. Your limbs feel wooden and heavy, slow to move. One guard opens the back of the vehicle: beyond it, a chamber only dimly lit by strips of light along the floor. The nurse moves to stand at the back of the vehicle, checking each passenger over one by one just before they're helped out of the vehicle, quick and methodical. She doesn't climb out after you, moving to sit as the last passenger is unloaded. The guards keep their heads down. Their actions are quick, firm, but not entirely unkind. Under your feet, you can feel the thrum of heavy bass vibrating through the floor. You see nearby that there is another bus, another load of passengers being helped out, lined up much like you are. Once you're all in place, the guards move down the line, pulling dark hoods over each passenger's head. Your arm is lifted, placed on the shoulder of the passenger in front of you in line. "Hold on," says one of the guards. "Stay quiet. Keep moving until I say stop." There is no will in you to fight the orders. How far you walk is hard to determine. Counting steps is difficult, and any concept of time passing stretches between the sound of footfalls and breathing - soon overshadowed by the music. Growing louder, closer, the heavy bassline begins to reverberate through the air around you, amplified by the acoustics of the place. Melody and vocals become audible, the chatter of a crowd. Finally, you stop, and the hoods are pulled off, following down the line as the guards walk back. You turn to look after them, but they quickly disappear into the darkness of the tunnel behind you. The door in front of you swings open, the full weight of the music washing out. A tall woman with sharp, geometric patterns of ink tattooed across her skin smiles at you with sharp teeth, glowing luminescent in the UV lighting above her. "First timers?" she asks, but doesn't wait for an answer. "Don't worry, those costumes are great. Come on, come in." As you move to comply, she takes each of your hands, stamping a twisting design on the back, shining bright in the UV light. "Welcome," she says, as she ushers you out of the lobby and into the noise and crowd beyond. "To the Insomniacs' Ball." ◉ Though entirely capable of independent action and thought, new characters will find themselves completely, unquestioningly compliant to any verbal statement which could be taken as a command or request. |
> THE INSOMNIACS' BALL |
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The message from El comes the same as previous: insistent, not waiting for any active attempt to open it. Scrolling within your vision as if being written while you're reading it.I'm not saying bus #5 got past me, but our favorite mysterious human traffickers have gone seriously sneaky this time around. And I'm not saying I can't help you get to where you need to be, but I can't. This one needs legwork, because you're going to have to land invites to the Insomniacs' Ball.The Insomniacs' Ball is an open secret. A New Amsterdam urban myth, disbelieved by many and desired for by even more. A week long party held every year as the working schedule changes, as the city struggles between the oppressive heat and the shifting of sleep cycles. Whether you'd prefer to be asleep at night or day, the ball doesn't care - a rolling, 24/7 event that continues until it disappears, as quickly as it arrived. Its location is a secret. Existence frowned upon, possibly even shut down by the authorities - dancing until you fall down is hardly advisable while water rationing is in place. Yet every year the rumors spin again, the whispers, clues and tastes and photos shared on social media which vanish before anyone can really be sure what they saw. Whoever puts the ball together is as good at keeping their head down as Morningstar - and most likely greases more wheels, rather than trying to be a wrench in the machine. Either way, all El can do is point you to the same paths anyone else hungry for an invite is taking. THE PUZZLEHowever you've managed to get your hands on an invite, the directions on the back are the same - leading you deep down into the city's underground, past some of the darker corners and into some even darker ones. A rusted, disused door to an abandoned maintenance area wouldn't look like the place, but the intricate geometric design painted silvery and barely visible across the surface matches the invite you hold, and you know you've found the entrance to wonderland. Behind the door, lies a twisting network of tunnels and rooms built into natural caves, ultimately abandoned by the city when its insides proved too difficult to navigate. Now, for a short time, it's home to a carnival of revelry. Strobing neon lights illuminate snatches and glimpses of the crowd, glowing in pools of UV: a dense mass of people from all over the city, young and old, music and dancing flowing from chamber to chamber, clashing and mixing between. Extravagant, outrageous costumes mingle with simple streetwear, or with no-wear at all. People hand out masks, drinks, substances which it may not be advisable to consume. Sealed bottles of water seem to appear from nowhere, passed among the people, their source and seeming escape from the rationing in the city far above going unquestioned. Smaller chambers offer some respite for those who need to take a minute, catch their breath, or want a quiet corner to talk with a new friend. Other chambers contain more hedonistic displays, with most participants always willing to accept another into their number. No one seems to be in any rush - there's roughly a week to soak in all the delights, and you can even come and go as you please, the UV pattern now stamped on your hand allowing access back through the various doors, if you can find your way back to one. But you're here for a different purpose, and whether it took you hours or days to find your way here, you know that the party will end eventually - and anything more unusual which may be hiding inside will be revealed. ◉ The Insomniacs' Ball and the related methods of gaining an invite will last for one week, from August 23-30. New characters can be retrieved at any time during this, or can find their own way out and be discovered on the streets - just please be advised that they will not be able to survive in New Amsterdam without first spending time in the Morningstar safehouse and having their ID set up. |
> THE SAFEHOUSE |
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Access to the safehouse is a hatch hidden behind stacks of empty storage shelves in the back of an abandoned supermarket in an outer district of the city. The immediate area is similarly abandoned, empty stores, flanked by several blocks of dive bars and clubs which cater to more niche tastes. A place where people can come and go unseen, or, if seen, not spoken of. A dark haired woman called Gaby is ready to greet the new arrivals and get them settled in, brusque and no-nonsense – she'll be open for in depth questions later, but will advise everyone to ask the people who brought them in for the beginning bits of information. ◉ The safe house is a large open space, filled with rows of basic cots set up to sleep a large amount of people. Basic, but outfitted with everything necessary for daily life. A few doors lead to back rooms for storage, medical care and a large communal bathroom, and past the long rows of cots there is a communal kitchen, fully stocked, and an eating area. Privacy is at a minimum. |
> FINAL OOC NOTES |
Welcome to Meadowlark, newbies! You're now free to post to the network and logs comms. To reiterate, your characters will have no IDs or inboxes, nor be allowed out of the safehouse until they have been there for four days. At that point it's expected they'll have gotten a good idea of their new situation from their fellow characters, and will have discussed their background and job potentials with El in order for their false IDs to be set up. If you have any questions or ideas about how you'd like to get your character involved in the world, or if they'd like to join Morningstar, please head over to the plot engagement post and drop us a comment! For questions specific to this log, there is a thread below. Please check out our December calendar rundown for a look at things happening this month. As a reminder, AC this month will be a check-in only. AC will be posted on December 20 and close on December 27. If you do not reply to AC, you will be considered idled and dropped from the game. We will not post a warning list. |
> NAVIGATION |
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If anyone deserves the truth, it's Margaret Carter, who confirms her identity with a simple query. Before answering, he mirrors her quick recce of the area. They're safe enough. ]
Not quite. [ hands still in place, steady. ] I work for the organisation you founded, alongside Howard Stark and Chester Phillips — after the SSR defeated HYDRA.
[ a swell of passion, low in his chest, surprising even himself. He thought his hope died in the Framework, or on the beach, or maybe in prison, or when he and Stephen Strange first spoke of missing powers. Fitz speaks with a sudden surety, voice thick with emotion. ]
You named us the Strategic Homeland Intervention, Enforcement and Logistics Division. [ his clapped hands thread together instead. ] SHIELD. We're the line between the weird and the wider world.
[ He doesn't say for the moment, even though he thinks, then, of how they may never completely eradicate HYDRA. cut off one head — ]
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Sounds as though we really wanted the name to spell 'shield.'
[ After Steve Rogers. It must be. The name is unwieldy, perhaps a little absurd, but there's a practicality to it she can appreciate and a sentimentality she isn't afraid to acknowledge. And perhaps she does believe the whole of it if she's already thinking along those terms, finding the justification her future self must have used, and God but isn't that a thing to process? Because as outlandish as it sounds, it has to be true. Howard Stark is a famous man, but Colonel Phillips? He was the first of them and stayed well out of the limelight during and after the war.
Who would know him? Who would bother knowing him as more than one of the many soldiers in a war that was meant to be over by Christmas? Unless he stepped forward to create this SHIELD with her and Howard. Unless it became important enough to carry on seventy years into the future and become greater than the sum of its parts. Because that's what she can glean from Fitz' expression, the surprising emotion threading through his voice, the way he looks at her like —
Peggy has to look away for a moment, hands on her hips, steadying herself. He's looking at her the way people used to look at Captain America. ]
Well, [ she says at length, exhaling loudly. She feels as though she's rattling around inside, mind buzzing, but every inch of her is as steady as she can manage after her little display in the caves. ] When I wondered what you'd offer to get me to stay, this isn't quite what I had in mind. That's one hell of a trump card, [ with a glance back at him, a calculated guess, ] Agent Fitz.
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As before, his watchful gaze lingers on her features, looking there for acceptance in the softened angles of her face. It must be alarming to have the weight of time and space slung over your shoulders moments after falling victim to a human trafficking scheme in an unfamiliar world. Yet she stands straight in the eye of the storm.
When she continues, he allows his hands to drop to his side. Relief washes over his features. Can't even imagine the scenario where she runs out on him now, dooming herself. And Agent Fitz disarms him utterly, as swift as her rush against him in the cavernous club. All this time Fitz has been claiming the identity of a SHIELD agent while knowing that the consequences of his actions (turning HYDRA, even in the Framework; killing an innocent woman and their goddamn Director) may mean the termination of his service. If he isn't carted off to prison, he'll be deemed mentally unfit. And he can't bear the thought of that, despite how he agonises over his moral compass, its needle spinning and twitching without true north.
His mouth curves, nearly a smile. ]
Lucky I was dealt it then, Agent Carter.
[ At least in her presence, Fitz knows who he ought to be, regardless of whether that's the man he was or is. ]
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Before and after, he'd said. She couldn't parse it before but the realisation dawns now. He speaks in starts and stops, this Fitz, but she suspects it's because his mind races a mile a second. Howard is similar when he's thinking out loud, firing off ideas only Mr Jarvis can interpret. And her, sometimes. It's why she manages here, too. Before and after the founding of his organisation.
Her organisation. Christ. It makes her feel a little lightheaded (or maybe that's the heat and hunger) but she keeps her focus sharp. ]
I can't afford to believe in luck. [ Peggy studies him for a beat, then elaborates, ] It was luck, perhaps, that we ran into each other in that madhouse. But that we're both here, bookends to a century of intelligence and espionage? [ She shakes her head. ] It might be best to dispense with rank while we're in public. And —
[ And — her stomach lets loose an embarrassingly loud growl. Her jaw tightens, her pale cheeks flush a little under the makeshift rouge. Ah. ]
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His mouth broadens, the softness of the revelation gone and replaced with amusement. ]
— and grab you a bite on the way to the safehouse, Miss Carter.
[ He pivots, turning to carry onward. The movement does wonders for his excess energy, too. And if they keep on this path, they'll pass by an open establishment at some point, despite the odd hours. The walk to the safehouse drags and punctuating it with a break is only sensible. ]
[ after a beat, ] If I can balance the scales between us, just tell me how.
[ With the information he knows about her, he means. Does she want his rank? A personal description? More about SHIELD? The future? He'll do what he can, as long as it doesn't seem likely to overwhelm her. ]
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In due time, I think.
[ She's still processing. The personal details can wait, she thinks, until she's at least had some food and a good night's rest. She does believe the drugs effects have faded, about six hours from her unceremonious entry into this city, but they've left her feeling unsteady in the wake (not just the revelations the other man has dumped in her lap). She can only focus on so many things and while it frustrates her to not be in tip-top shape, she knows herself well enough to allow the easier pace.
She doesn't want to make any mistakes, stumble into any misunderstandings. ]
A debrief on the city and our situation will do for now. [ Peggy exhales slowly, thinking back to the hazy blur of the caves. ] I know the basics. I was approached by several people who claimed to have arrived under similar circumstances and one other gentleman said what you did — that you were sent to find us on behalf of someone else.
[ Morningstar, she means. But she knows, from how Fitz gave up the name, that she shouldn't say it out loud here. ]
In all honesty, I'm still working on trusting you. So how do I know I can trust them?
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As much as Fitz works without stopping, he knows this is a mandatory lull. The adjustment period for new arrivals is harrowing, even for Peggy Carter, and they have more crucial terrain to traverse than the thorny expanse of time between them. A localised debrief is the smart choice. ]
That, I can do. [ he tips his head this way and that, considering. ] You can trust that the local operatives you meet want to learn the truth of what happened to us. And that they don't know much more than we do. [ a crisp aside, to explain: ] I overhead them, speaking unfiltered. [ Otherwise, he might have still doubted them. ]
Now, our handlers, whether we like it or not, are Gaby, the head of the safehouse that we're heading north towards — and El, a remote technical operative. You won't meet them in person.
[ When he first arrived, he listened in on Casper and Gaby's wee chat. Moreover, the anomalies are a mercurial and ungrateful lot, as likely to cause trouble for Morningstar as they are to help them. If their indulgence runs out, he suspects it will be for practical, not personal reasons. ]
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Get ahead of the problem if you can. Spies and soldiers aren't very different. ]
So they've taken us in out of the goodness of their hearts, have they? [ There's a wry twist to her mouth as she says it. The question is clearly hypothetical. But the next one isn't: ] Have they asked for anything in return?
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He shakes his head. ]
Only that we don't shit the bed. [ said in a tired manner suggestive of those that have already made messes. ]
[ No exposing MS, no dragging them into trouble, and so on. ]
They thought the first wave of us was a weapons shipment — most likely one for the UNA. [ then, quickly. ] United Nation's Army. [ waving one hand, a sweeping gesture at their surroundings. ] UN's what governs the world, these days. [ anyway. ] We were retrieved at a great cost for both sides. I suppose they're hoping we're worth it.
[ more in terms of finding answers than general usefulness, he thinks. ]
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[ Two years ago, if that. The first general assembly happened January of 1946. Their headquarters haven't even been built yet. But that doesn't matter, does it? It's been over 500 years. What they became after her point in time is something she needs to learn, just like the SSR; just like her own personal history. Peggy is frowning a little but she moves on.
The next point is more pressing, anyway. ]
No, it makes sense, [ she's saying instead, looking at the buildings they walk past. The streets are slowly filling with a trickle of people, the earlybirds at sunset who need to open shop for the evening. Peggy tries not to look too out of place with how much she's looking. ] It's a good investment. Better we're in their hands than the hands of someone in a more powerful, public position — whoever that may be.
[ A beat. She doesn't know about the Sokovia Accords, how could she? But what she says next may be indicative of what her stance on the matter would have been, if she hadn't passed away before it was ratified. ]
The Commandos operated independently more often than not. Troops on the ground can read the terrain better than the generals who command them and it isn't uncommon for their goals to be in conflict. Those drugs we were injected with... [ She looks at him. ] I have no doubt we're meant to be kept under at all times if we weren't left to run free. Which begs the question why we were at all, but — [ A shrug, a smile that doesn't quite reach her eyes. ] I'm new. What do I know?
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Before the Framework, Fitz was pro-Sokovia by the way of Agent Romanoff: One hand on the wheel means they can still steer. Now he isn't so sure. Few people in any world can be trusted with power over the powerful. So, while Carter's reference points differ from his own, that's what makes them uniquely informative. He'll have varied angles to consider when he lies awake tonight. ]
A great deal, I imagine.
[ an idle remark, imbued with a casualness Fitz only feels when working towards a larger goal. ]
How was the drop-off, anyway? It was unusual for us to face such difficulty reaching you.
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[ Her pace slows unconsciously as she thinks back to those blurry snatches of awareness in the bus, the details too difficult to grasp or focus on for very long — like a dream, hours after waking. But her training hasn't failed her yet and she latches on to what she can recall. ]
You mentioned it earlier. The guards. Four of them and... one attendant on a bus. [ A pause as she skips ahead mentally; restraints, too sluggish to speak or move. They disembarked, all of them in white, compliant. ] We stopped in a chamber or tunnel of some sort; there was some light but not enough to see more than that.
[ The bass under their feet, reverberating through concrete, muffled music. ]
Maybe we were underground, but a level or two above the party because I remember just hearing it below us. There was another bus behind mine but I couldn't count the others in time. [ Peggy keeps her voice low, somehow aware this shouldn't be overheard. ] They pulled hoods over our heads and ordered us to hold on to each other and walk. I can't tell you for how long. [ If she weren't so out of it, she'd have kept track. The frustration bleeds into her voice a little. ] Imagine my surprise when they pulled the hoods off at the ball's doorstep instead of a prison or with guns aimed at our heads.
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Perhaps with unprofessional sentimentality, he wonders if she expected to die — if she had a last swing in mind before the reveal. He had, when Ward marched him across Maveth. They're spies and soldiers, but does knowing that any mission could be their last make it easier to accept the inevitable?
His respect for her grows, another incremental move of the needle at her bravery and factual delivery. ]
That's new. [ Unhelpful, Fitz. ] I mean, there were no hoods for the other four waves. And the drop-off points were more public.
[ A pause. His tone shifts, grave. ]
They're refining their technique.
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Yes, they're soldiers and spies. And she's seen a great many get marched off with hoods over their heads, never to return. It's never been her, even when she'd nearly been hanged that one time; but for those agonising minutes underground, she thought: this is finally it. She wasn't afraid for herself but for who may have been with her. Mr Jarvis, Daniel, Jack. She'd have fought for them. The surprise isn't dying; the surprise is living as long as she has. ]
It certainly felt calculated, [ she agrees, although she knows nothing about the previous drop-offs except that their appearances were similar. ] The person at the door didn't even question our appearance, just let us in. We were separated immediately. God knows if the others have been found, too — or by who.
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For a block, a woman and child follow them, but carry on without them when Fitz turns toward a cut-through between buildings. On the other side, they'll meet the artificial river that cuts through New Amsterdam. ]
We have people looking all over the ball, though their capabilities in the field are... [ a rolling gesture, unable to find a precise descriptor. ] variable. [ As she'll well know, after meeting and dodging several. Please be proud of him for being tactful, Simmons. ] The ball will delay the finding, but it shouldn't impede it entirely. [ lower, talking to himself. ] Dangerous, but not deadly. That's what I don't understand.
[ The trafficked victims are always within reach, installed with the necessary wetware to survive but not given IDs of their own. Is this more calculated? Yes. Riskier? Absolutely. And, even still, not doomed from the outset. ]
[ snapping his fingers. ] Is is our local sponsors they want to avoid? They had a rather close brush, recently. [ Morningstar, when El had so nearly pinpointed one of their operatives, the nurse whose name and face are known among the anomalies but scrubbed from any other record. ] Can send you the debrief on that via the private network, once we arrive.
[ nbd. ]
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Dangerous but not deadly, the Scotsman says, and she's still not quite there with following along with his thought processes. Does he mean the dispersal of her group? Dangerous for whom: them or the locals of New Amsterdam? A question for later as he spins on... and loses her again. ]
Private network? What —
[ She wants to stop, maybe even admire the way the river slices through the bustling metropolis and leaves the only gasp of space in the sky she's seen since coming to the surface. It's a sight, to be sure: neon lights and the last of the setting sun's blazing orange reflecting off the water, the skyscrapers jutting out on either side of the riverbank like broken teeth. She's never seen a skyline like it. Peggy doesn't know where to look first, and she ultimately slows to a halt at the edge, voice soft. ]
... Crikey O'Reilly.
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What on — [ What on earth is she saying? Why the hell did she stop? A glance between her and the world ahead. It's just the skyline. And, oh, right. It's the bloody buildings that scrape the sky and whiz with futuristic technology. Not at all like the world she will have known, even if he doesn't consider the hulking, black obelisks, eerily dotting the expanse of buildings (and stabilising the very atmosphere). As soon as it clicks, he allows her to have a moment to process silently.
And then, ]
Welcome to New Amsterdam proper, Miss Carter. [ he gestures outward and upward. ] One of 104 megacities left on this Earth. [ Fitz punctuates each syllable, ] In the year 2511.
[ Friendly reminder. If she had her doubts about the future, well, that's done now. ]
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Distantly, she hears Fitz, and she huffs out a breath in lieu of a laugh, shaking her head as she brings her gaze back down to Earth. ]
Yes, [ she says at length, getting her bearings, ] you've said.
[ She believes him now, clearly. This isn't a dream. (She thinks it could be, but with how closely he watches her, she's not about to pinch herself where he can see.) Peggy draws in a breath and releases the rail, straightening up, eyes closing when the her head swims with it — maybe it's the heat, the hunger, the last of the drugs, or she just got up too fast. Or it's everything. ]
Did you say — [ Steady, Carter. ] Sorry, there are only a hundred cities left? [ She looks back up. Softer, ] Christ.
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[ gently, ] The future hasn't been kind to this world.
[ this, he says, hinting at the many worlds theory. His tone turns solemn. ]
Humanity's impact on the earth — industrialisation, technological advancements, carelesslessness — has led to climate change and catastrophic geological phenomena. [ For now, he leaves out the world wars which ravaged the planet, knowing how that information might shake her, despite her impeccable composure. It certainly rattled him. Do they never learn? He keeps his hand in place for as long as she'll allow. ] Earth no longer resembles what we know, [ we, again he's with her. ] Large portions of land mass are now underwater, while others have been turned to uninhabitable wastelands.
[ only a short pause for that to sink in before he grasps at a thin shred of hope. ]
But what you know isn't gone. Time's only our perception: A line. Just 'cause we're at one point on the line doesn't mean the points before and after don't exist. You can go back to Point A the same way you travelled to Point B. [ a beat. ] In theory.
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And she does need that point to focus on as he brings the context of this world — this world — into the foreground. She breathes in slowly, deeply, and listens with an expression that flickers from a frowning thoughtfulness to something a little more subdued. Almost sad. But she shutters it away a heartbeat later, reflexive, and she gently shrugs off his hand and turns away to look out at the city again and the river cutting through it. So they've created incredible things in this far-flung future, patted themselves on the back for it, but at what cost? ]
"Time is the longest distance between two places," [ she quotes after a moment. Shakespeare is more her speed, but she had run lines with Angie for an acting class of hers. It seems painfully apt now. Peggy presses her lips into a line, not quite a smile. ] That's what we're dealing with, then? Time travel into a... possible future to what we know. One of many, is that what you're saying?
[ This world. Can they still change this? Is that — ]
Why do you think we're here?
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When Peggy shrugs, his hands drops, slipping back into his pocket without comment. He recognises the quote, too, mind belatedly supplying its precursor I didn't go to the moon, I went much further. Yes, that's true. He did, for time is the unit of distance that keeps tearing him and Jemma apart, unforgiving in its march onward, but they've all been dragged beyond the radius of their perception. And Peggy slots together all the pieces he offered her, spread across the expanse between them. Naturally, gaps remain in the image, with only small chunks of the jigsaw in haphazard clusters.
The buzz of nearby groups increases as they spy a waterside market up ahead, opening stalls for commuters to snag breakfast. ]
Yeah. [ and firmer. ] Yes.
[ As for her question, his features scrunch together, tension coiling and rising and and and — Fitz exhales, sweeping a hand in front of them. ]
I think someone has a greater purpose in mind for us all. [ experiments, tests, weapons, sleepers. ] That's why we call it the cosmos. From the Greek for world and order. Even if we can only understand the world as randomness and chaos, from our limited vantage point, there is order. And we're tools to overthrow or maintain it, one way or the other. We're useful, and we're being used.
[ Though it may seem like a nonanswer, it reveals a great deal about his perspective on their kidnapping. Ordered, not random. Purposeful, not experimental. As he will soon tell Markus, the earth was rattling long before we got here. They're the response to perceived disorder, not chaos in and of itself.
And tools like anything else. ]
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Peggy turns to study him in the fading light, listening sharply, and she thinks how he wouldn't be out of place at the SSR or the SOE with how he thinks and works a problem. Clever, yes, and succinct, but with a keen understanding of the world and how others fit and move through it. They would have snapped him up in a heartbeat in 1945. A second later, she realises — they do, just decades later. No wonder.
Useful, indeed. And SHIELD wasn't the only one to see that. (In him, in them as a pair, the group of displaced as a whole.) ]
Then it's our duty to find out precisely what for, isn't it, Mr Fitz. [ Not a question, but perhaps the first true acknowledgement of that we he keeps looping between them. ] Now, as much as I'm enjoying our little chat about time and space —
[ She straightens, angling her head back towards that market. She can smell it from here. ]
Shall we, before I faint in the middle of your tour?
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We shall. [ adopting her more formal phrasing, just a little. His mouth quirks, not quite a smile but as close as he gets on a day as unsettling as this one. ] And I'll show you what I was talking about earlier.
[ They pass under a glittering archway, signposting the market for when lunchtime occurs in the dead of night. With her acceptance of the we, if only for now, Fitz takes the liberty of tipping his head into her space to whisper his next explanation. It won't do to be overheard discussing everyday technology as a novelty. Their pace becomes a stroll, ambling through other couples and solo workers. ]
Everything is automated. [ In the Fordian sense. He checks the dates: 1947. Hm, bit borderline. Best add, ] From automatic and before that, automaton. [ He doesn't doubt that she thinks of the former, but he traces it back further. Automaton conjures images of a once unreal future, one that they now inhabit. It interweaves the robotic and the human, laying the groundwork for their own biorobotic integration. ]
As you suspected, [ when Peggy skittered her hands across her body, searching for something. An injury, he now surmises. ] we've been altered to meet the industry standard. [ a slippage of compassion there, where he speaks of humans as if they're prototypes, not people. ] Machines, computing devices — computers have become compact in the last few centuries. Small enough for personal use, for handheld carrying, and now for integration with our finest supercomputer, the human brain. [ His eyes flicker, scanning the stalls that ping as nearby offerings and selecting one specialising in plain sandwiches, at least for NA's typical fusion fare: SWITCHBACK. It only takes him seconds to search the menu for his regular order and place it with a blink. ] We connect wirelessly and issue commands with a simple thought, in lieu of manual input.
[ Fitz turns on his heel, waving for her to follow. ]
Like so. [ a fake smile at the vendor, whose darkened under-eyes betray his lethargy from the schedule swap. ] Number 14.
[ At the stall, he holds out an open palm, his order already wrapped in a compound imitating paper (made to disintegrate within the hour; no waste) and handed off shortly. Three guesses as to what he bought, and the first two don't count. ] Cheers.
[ Now with food in hand (already being opened, so he can take a generous bite, hungry and dehydrated himself after trawling the ball for lost souls), he steps to the side and shares the menu with the nearest device — her own, so it pops up as an invitation, ticking across her vision without alerting the vendor to her status as a digital ghost:
@leo.fitz would like to share SWITCHBACK's menu with you.
> ACCEPT
> DECLINE
For once, he doesn't watch her, allowing her privacy in this moment. Whatever she asks for, when she finds the words to request it, he'll order and retrieve. ]
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But this rocks her to her core. A lot of this day has and she's doing her best to keep it all straight without throwing up a wall and saying she's through. Peggy has seen the interface flickering in her vision, washed out by the party lights before, but impossible to ignore out in the world (hence the headache). She had assumed it was some kind of holographic Times Square, visible to all — and in part that's true, but now she realises those are pinged by her proximity and aren't physical signs or menu boards. They're in her head.
There's a device in her head. Bloody hell. That's what Fitz had meant back at the shop. He was being kind, then, sparing her the details but there's no sparing her now, not when it's so integral to the world they're trapped in. ]
I see.
[ Literally. Figuratively. It's faintly said, as she trails after him, watches him complete a transaction that must have occurred in the blink of an eye and begun with a thought. That joke about fainting might become true if it weren't for her iron will and sheer bullheadedness to remain bloody calm at all times.
It's the only reason she doesn't jump when the alert pops across her vision, the first one ever directed at her. Peggy inhales sharply, looking at Fitz like she means to ask him how to accept it when — she does. The mere thought of it. And the menu flickers to life in an instant. Her shock and amazement must be tabled for now because they are in public and this tech is standard, unremarkable; she'll pick it apart later. Her stomach and head ache and that's only partly because of how famished she is, but she can't unpack how distressed this is making her feel, how horrifying it is that someone was in her head. Later, later, later.
For now — a hamburger. The safest option, the most familiar (until she takes a bite and realises it isn't real meat), which she relays quietly to Fitz before saying, ]
We can keep going while we eat. If that's all right.
[ She wants to sit. Every bone in her body wants to sit with the exhaustion and the weight of this information. But they can't be overheard and, just like the party, the press of the crowd is a bit much for how overstimulated she's already feeling. ]
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With a nod, he resumes their prior pace. The increasing foot traffic (and obvious weight of his disclosures) means he pauses his debrief. And for a fleeting moment, he presses his hand against her shoulder again, directing her toward an exit halfway through the market with a parting squeeze of reassurance. They can walk alongside the soon-to-be bustling area from beyond its loosely-defined framework of stalls and lights.
Their shared passion for food (and justifiable hunger) provides the perfect excuse for extended quiet. ]
Sorry if it's a bit shit. [ He eventually interjects, scratching at the underside of his jaw as he does so. Awkward. ] The meat. I mean. [ wrinkling his nose. ] It'll be a substitute.
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