So abruptly, in fact, that it surprises even her. She makes it one step before she realizes she's still weak, still foolish, still dazed from being in the same stiff position for so long. But she doesn't moan about it when she's down. Rather, she starts trying to pick herself up.
No. It's not just that she hadn't planned on needing it. Rey is terrible at asking for it — not just help, but for anything, from anyone. Her own warped self worth, resulting directly from parents who had seen her as worthless, refuses to allow her to see it as deserved, warranted, or even possible. ]
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So abruptly, in fact, that it surprises even her. She makes it one step before she realizes she's still weak, still foolish, still dazed from being in the same stiff position for so long. But she doesn't moan about it when she's down. Rather, she starts trying to pick herself up.
No. It's not just that she hadn't planned on needing it. Rey is terrible at asking for it — not just help, but for anything, from anyone. Her own warped self worth, resulting directly from parents who had seen her as worthless, refuses to allow her to see it as deserved, warranted, or even possible. ]