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MEADOWLARK MODS ([personal profile] larkers) wrote in [community profile] meadowlarklogs2019-09-08 12:26 pm

EVENT #006 AFTERMATH LOG

WHO: Everyone
WHERE: New Amsterdam
WHEN: December 19th to the end of the month.
WHAT: Event aftermath, Winter Solstice, Christmas.
NOTES OR WARNINGS: Character death, self-sacrifice, drug use. Further notes at end of log.

> EVENT #006 AFTERMATH LOG

Zerzura's demise is a very near miss. Three out of four of the bombs detonate, with numerous Mycenaean guards' lives taken as a result of the assault. It's probable—even likely—that numerous Displaced were injured as a result of this attack. Just as the last bomb seemed likely to go off, everything stopped. As in: the scene ended, shifting, putting all of the Displaced to sleep. Zerzura won't end. Or will it?

The return from Zerzura will feel like waking up from a long nap. Instead of anyone waking up in their beds, they will find themselves on the ground beside the man-made river that runs down the center of New Amsterdam. The ground beneath them will be moist with recent rainfall. Anyone who was still in the throes of a fantasy and believing themselves to be a part of Zerzura will find themselves tossed out of that existence. Anyone who died at the precipice of the spear will still recall their actions vividly: their mind and body hitting a point in which it was finite, slipping away. There may be some room for doubt regarding their deaths. After all, they're very much alive now.

There are two constants among the Displaced when they observe themselves and others: that all of their chests are glowing with that familiar blue glow, and they'll all experience a feeling of serenity. This feeling won't come from any of the Displaced themselves. Much like the intrusion of the empathy bond, it will feel as if it's coming from elsewhere. The problem is that it's always there: there is no way of disconnecting, at least for now. The good news is that the serenity will begin to fade within the next day, and with it, the blue glow will go away as well.

All of the Displaced can't remain at the riverside. If they linger too long, it will begin to rain again. The rain itself will only be a light misting against their faces at first, before turning into a heavier downfall. If they're wary of returning to their lives initially because of the blue glow, they'll soon find that the people of New Amsterdam seem to look away from them as they trot through the city to return to their lives. This is a temporary sensation, seeming to have overtaken the city's citizens for the time being. Within a day or two, the blue glow will be met with the same paranoia that was fostered by the UN following the abduction of Kurt Fischer.

What can they do now? Aside from the feeling of serenity, little will have immediately changed for the Displaced. The best thing they can do is try to return to their lives as if Zerzura never happened.

Some things to check in with, though?

WORK. Upon realizing that the Displaced disappeared yet again, El worked overtime to make sure that all of the Displaced wouldn't lose their jobs. After all, that would mean they'd likely have to give up their housing, and Morningstar would need to financially step in to help. Not all of the places of employment will accept these excuses, especially since El can't put together a doctor's note without it promptly being verified as falsified. It's ultimately up to anyone's discretion over whether their character lost their job.

CHANGES. Some of the changes will appear out of nowhere: a dream that's shared, or a memory that's passed on rather unwillingly. It's time to explore what's happened, and even theorize as to why this has happened. And those objects that were the core of remembering who they were, back in Zerzura? They're permanent fixtures from now on. And what about those Union Attacks? For now, they may have an interesting place in the fighting rings. Time to convince the people running those shows to start including doubles matches.

PLANT LIFE. All around New Amsterdam, plants will begin to grow. These plants are varied, and they'll make an appearance anywhere that they might be allowed to grow. Is that a sink that's frequently full of water? Now it's mysteriously stopped up by a plant that's growing through the pipes. While all this plant life may seem like a miracle, having plants growing in every part of the city will quickly prove to be a problem.

HOLIDAY SEASON. The good news about everyone's trip to Zerzura is that they didn't miss Christmas—or rather, the December 25th edition of it. The city is still covered in Christmas trees and ornamentation. The stadium is still hosting a holiday market.

> WINTER SOLSTICE

In the days leading up to the Winter Solstice, there will be an uptick of paintings around New Amsterdam hinting as to where this year's party will be held: Sunpeak Garden. While there won't be any official notice, anyone interested or curious is free to visit this location on the day of the Solstice (December 21st) to see what's going on, and it will go on for the next three days, ending on the morning of the 24th. As they draw closer to the location itself, they'll find the botanical garden secured by a large, overarching tent, preventing rainfall from getting into the garden itself. On the air, there will be the scent of something being smoked—which they'll soon learn is a set of goats that seem to have been acquired by whoever put on this shindig.

Unlike many other events around New Amsterdam, this seems to be more private in nature. There is an unspoken understanding that beyond the paintings, there will be no social media posts. Inside of the garden, there will be a lot of plants and decorations carefully molded into sacred geometric shapes. Despite the unofficial nature, whoever put this event together definitely spent their time doing it. This Solstice party isn't a spontaneous thing, and anyone who goes will hear about the previous parties and how the proprietor does his best to make everyone happy.

Anyone who went to the Harvest Festival or Insomniac's Ball will see a lot of the same people working it, complete with some familiar tattoos. They'll be eager to welcome in any of the Displaced, especially any of the ones who tend to be featured in the shrines around the city.

Once everyone's here, they're welcome to enjoy themselves. Under some of the canopies of trees, there will be beds and futons, giving people places to rest. Some of these will be claimed, so anyone who's eager to stick around for a few days might want to get dibs. Otherwise? It's time to enjoy what's been put together:

FEAST. There will be a feast for the next three days. Aside from the smoked goats, there will be a lot of goat cheese and vegetables. These are the people who put on the harvest festival, after all. There will be a lot of pickled vegetables out on tables, salads, and everything else. Aside from cheese for snacking, anyone can partake in some delicious berries (strawberries, blackberries, raspberries, and blueberries) and nuts (walnuts, pecans, peanuts, and almonds—despite the difficulty in getting most of these in New Amsterdam). There will also be figs, because of course there are figs.

FLOWER CROWNS. To go with the more laidback flair of this event, there will be flower crowns available for everyone. They will look more Christmas-like in spirit, like small little wreaths to go on everyone's heads.

ALCOHOL. Of course, what kind of Solstice or Yule event would it be without alcohol to imbibe? There will be mulled wine available, as well as the delicious apple-flavored beverage of wassail. It seems as if these two things never run out. For anyone avoiding alcohol, there will also be some sparkling grape juice and apple juice.

PSYCHEDELICS. Undoubtedly also inspired by Yule celebrations of old, anyone can partake in some species-specific (and at a safe dosage) amanita. Primarily available as a tea, anyone can drink this pleasant beverage and have a good time together.

MISTLETOE. There will be spots all around the botanical garden where the decorators took good care to make the mistletoe stand out. Surrounded by little lights, no one will be able to miss them. That means they can be easily avoided, if that's what someone would prefer!

BALL PROPRIETOR. While he's not hiding that he put this on, he's just as mysterious as before. If anyone wants to catch his eye at this event, they can. They'll need to stand out to get him to talk to them. To do this, reply below! Ball will definitely be interested in any Displaced trying to catch his eye, but it's still up to them to go through the motions.

> CHRISTMAS

As the Solstice party comes to an end, it'll be time to focus on Christmas itself. Around New Amsterdam, this is a deeply commercial holiday. Since most of New Amsterdam's citizens prefer to celebrate Sinterklaas, the day of Christmas itself largely emphasizes purchasing access to Christmas movies and giving gifts to anyone who had been forgotten earlier in the month. For new couples, Christmas Eve acts as a romantic occasion, giving them the chance to spend some time alone. Restaurants around the city will have Christmas Eve and Christmas Day specials and feasts—though these will be very expensive to enjoy.

> GRINCH INTERLUDE

Once reports start to hit the news about the rapidly healing atmosphere, a strange cypher begins to appear in the replies of people's posts on Cooltalk. This misfire appears at random and without a pattern. While some of the Displaced will get hit on their Cooltalks, they won't be among the majority by any means. How to get ahold of [profile] 100342? A reply might do the trick, or it might not. Drop a message in the questions thread with ideas!

Then again, this message more of a simple response to a slight than anything else, most likely recognizable to the displaced, who are familiar with the cipher's formula:

200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518
200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518
200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518
200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518
200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518
200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518
200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518
200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518
200805 02011414051819 1506 200805 11091407 1506 08051212 04180123 031215190518

> FINAL OOC NOTES

Welcome back to the world of New Amsterdam proper, Larkers! This will act as the mingle log for the month of September since we didn't receive any applications this month. In order to plot out some aftermath, please head over to the CR Meme for the month of September! Our September calendar and Event #006 Aftermath are also up for perusing.

If you'd like to get your character in touch with Ball, please reply to the comment below with how they'd like to stand out! Ball, like all of our NPCs, will act as a means to an end to uncover plot details. With the gates excursion on the horizon, we wanted to make him available for all of the playerbase. Due to time constraints, this means that Gaby won't be available for this log.

If you have any questions about event aftermath, please hit the thread on the Aftermath Post here. If you have any questions about this log, go to the questions thread on this post!

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cassian andor | ota

[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-11 04:37 am (UTC)(link)
( a ) solstice partywalking
[ zerzura was very traumatic for many many people, and it isn't like cassian himself had a grand old time either, but he goes into the solstice... happy. he is not a party person by any means, but there's very little reluctance when he makes his way to the sunpeak garden. for anyone who knows him, or might have seen him even in passing, he seems in oddly good spirits. zerzura is far from his mind. ]

[ he's even drinking. it's not a lot, but it's a warm hard cider wassail that he is pleasantly enjoying. he walks by pickled vegetable stands and makes a mental note to buy a jar of pickles for marcos. he's got a plate full of fruit when he takes a seat on one of the many futons, though this one is still in couch form. come chat? you'll find him to be oddly chatty during this holiday. if you're lucky enough, maybe you'll even convince him to put on a flower crown. ]

[ it's a different style, but the solstice did exist back home too. ]
I wonder what snow would be like here.

( b ) dreamwalking
[ walking through his dream, it's clear the city is not new amsterdam, and not even earth. it's loud, busy, full of alien species as well as humans. in the dream, it soon becomes very clear that you're following cassian through these streets, and the further you go, the less crowded, the more anxious he gets. ]

[ it turns into an encounter with tivik, only the images are more distorted, and cassian's hands are covered in blood from the moment he pulls out his blaster, even before tivik is dead. and after he kills his informant, he whirls around and turns the blaster on whoever is intruding. ]

( c ) CLOSED; riverwalking
[ cassian chooses the same path as scarif. he and jyn choose to keep doing better, second chance and all, he chooses hope all over again and thinks at least the second chance of dying is with her all over again too - ]

[ and then he wakes up. ]

[ he doesn't come to with a gasp, because his body is trained for that silence, and it only takes him a few seconds to reorient himself up and recognize that he is back in new amsterdam. there is the rushing sound of water, cloudy skies, damp ground beneath him, and he takes in a breath, smells the familiar city air. his next thought is simply one thing: jyn. ]

[ he rolls over, elbows slipping in the muddy riverbank and scrambles upright. he was just with her, she has to be here, she can't be far. he's about to start yelling, but then he sees her, about ten feet away sprawled on her back, and he immediately rushes for her. ]


Jyn! [ and it's really rushing, he barely even climbs to his feet, half crawling across the mud until he can drop down beside her, cupping her cheek and gently shaking her shoulder. ]

( d ) wildcarding!
[ hit me up! communism @ plurk, romanitas#5368 @ discord, or at the cr meme ! lets talk memory shares and/or dreams. ]
realists: (au » sleep)

[personal profile] realists 2019-09-11 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she is taking a break.

there is something different about this time. no recovery period, no injuries outside of the ones she already had, no sand. she's sprawled across the wet riverbank, feeling the cool, damp ground under her weary bones, letting the sound of the gentle moving water calm her until she is jarred out of it by cassian calling her name and the sound of him scrambling across the muddy bank until he is next to her, cold fingers ghosting across her cheek and trying to shake her awake.

calmly, without opening her eyes: ]
We're covered in mud.

[ she is pretty sure he got mud on her cheek. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-12 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ now is not the time for a break! ]

[ good thing she answers verbally though, even if she doesn't open her eyes or otherwise acknowledge his panicked existence. it's good enough for him that she's responding. ]

[ relief fills him, and he definitely got mud on her cheek, but they're about to get a whole lot muddier because cassian just sort of... sinks down until he can gather her up in his arms in a very tired, very whole, and very heartened hug, right there laying down in the aforementioned mud. it's almost soft in it's near desperation, but there isn't anything else that seems to matter except the soothing sound of her just breathing. ]


We are absolutely filthy.

[ but alive. he'll take the mud over sand. ]
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[personal profile] realists 2019-09-12 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
This is what Lah'mu was like.

[ sans the man smooshing her into the mud, but the mud and general dampness reminds her of home. it doesn't hurt that cassian is her home, it's no wonder she is reminded of her childhood home as well.

despite her flippancy, cassian isn't the only one relieved. jyn feels weak from the feel of his heart steadily beating against her shoulder and his breath against her cheek. the reason she hadn't moved was bred from fear that he wouldn't be here with her. her arms slowly curl around him, muddy fingers in his hair because fair is fair. ]


Let's not do this a third time.

[ twice is enough. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-13 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
Muddy and wet?

[ if he couldn't feel her relief when her wrist brushes against his neck, he would be more insulted by her flippancy, but he's come to realize that's how she deals with a lot of things regardless. her arms around him are warm and he relaxes with the physical proof she is still with him, moving and alive under his weight and his embrace. he can't picture another life without her, doesn't want to. told her already he didn't want a place without her. ]

[ everything is mud but he doesn't want to move. ]


Agreed. I do not care what kind of world it is.

[ let them Rest! ]
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[personal profile] realists 2019-09-13 04:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ jyn knows they'd both make the same choice again, if not them than who is a strong motivator, but she chuckles in agreement regardless. the relief at waking up to him is mind-boggling, right now she feels like she could do anything.

she breathes out a slow sigh, pushing down the remaining anxiety and letting the solace of cassian's embrace wash over it and soothe her frayed nerves. ]


New Honolulu is looking better and better.

[ time to start saving. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-16 11:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ they're laughing about how stroppy and dirty they are beside the riverbank, so they really should move, but cassian is still just basking in the relief of being alive with her. the longer they lay there, the more relaxed he feels. they keep getting chance after chance after chance, and he thinks he really needs to start taking even better advantage of that, when it comes to her. ]

[ a lot of things are much clearer to him now than they were before. ]


Let's start planning that trip now, before another world decides to yank us over to play hero.
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[personal profile] realists 2019-09-17 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he's half on top of her, which is fine, honestly, but she is covered in mud and he is not as much and that will not do. which is why she rolls them over so cassian can get as covered in mud as she is -- except the riverbank is at in incline and jyn underestimates her own momentum and before she can stop them, they are rolling the few feet right into the river with a splash and a sharp yelp of surprise when jyn feels the cold water hit her.

whoops.

after about three seconds she starts laughing, standing up in the couple feet of water, mud dripping down her arms. ]


I was going to suggest a shower but this works.
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-18 03:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ ♫ end of the earth - marina ]

[ really, he knows what she is doing the moment she starts to roll them over, but cassian just lets it happen because fair is fair. he doesn't even try to stop it when they slide down the riverbank towards the water, rolling into the river and soaking through instantly. ]

[ cassian pops out with his own little laugh, sloshing through until he can sit down on the bank, still half in the water listening to the sound of jyn's glee. ]

[ she's muddy and smiling and alive, and cassian looks up at her with softness, view briefly obstructed when mud drips down into his eyes; he wipes it clean with an amused sigh before his gaze lands on her again. he really does love her, doesn't he? he loves her and they are here, with yet another chance. he's finally going to take it. ]


No, we definitely still need a real shower.

[ tomorrow, after a shower, when he can figure out how to tell her. ]

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( a )

[personal profile] lighthearted 2019-09-16 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ The solstice celebration is much needed for all of the Displaced, a way to help them move on from everything that happened (or didn't happen, as it turns out) in Zerzura. Saddled with a whole lot of fake memories that still feel real to some extent is a heavy burden, something that settles in Sora's heart and leaves him lost in thought more often than not these days.

But the solstice gives Sora plenty of other things to focus on. He's offered a flower crown by one of the staff, which he wears with little hesitation. It reminds him of something that Kairi would make, which is something he'd like to focus on. Thinking of all his friends back home seems worth doing in light of what Zerzura made him believe.

He manages to get his hands on a few morsels of the goat that's on offer too, the freshly cooked meat a special treat given how rare it is in this world. And so he continues to wander until he spots someone vaguely familiar sitting on one of the couches with a bunch of fruit in hand.

If he's remembering right, he's pretty sure he saw the guy a few times at the safehouse, though only in passing. Sora moves closer, not the type to hesitate in greeting strangers. ]


Hey... that looks pretty good! Where'd you find it?

[ He mainly wants to be pointed in the direction of the right booth. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-17 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
[ cassian was fortunate in that while the fantasy had taken hold of him, he was broken out very quickly, and he finds he doesn't really miss it. it's easier for him to deal with missing his parents because he has been missing them for two decades. it's an old, familiar feeling. ]

[ the solstice comes with good timing, reminding him of them in good ways, as well as reminding him in bits and pieces of home. ]

[ when sora comes over, cassian recognizes him too, similarly from the safehouse. he hasn't quite pinpointed a name, which is sloppy work honestly, but the chance has now come around! evidently he is another displaced who has no qualms about conversation. ]


It was tucked away just passed the smoked goat. I think a lot of people keep missing it, or ignoring it in favor of the aforementioned goat. [ but look at it! he's never seen fruit this ripe. ]
lighthearted: smile (the daily things)

[personal profile] lighthearted 2019-09-20 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm... I guess I can't blame them for that! But the fruit looks tasty too.

[ Sora's eager to go get some for himself, though as he takes a look around at the other futons scattered here and there, he realizes that most of them have been claimed already.

Thankfully, the solution to that is a simple one. His complete lack of fear or shyness when it comes to strangers continues to pay off. ]


I'm gonna grab some, and then do you mind if I sit here?

[ It seems like the perfect opportunity to get to know another Displaced. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-24 01:02 am (UTC)(link)
I have to admit, I like how much of the food at these events tends to be very fresh. [ it does look tasty. cassian is so used to rations that all the jarred veggies and fresh meats are still a surprise. he likes it though, for sure. ]

[ the lack of shyness is clear as day, almost as soon as the conversation started. cassian's not social, but he isn't rude when he doesn't need to be, so he just sort of shrugs. ]


There is room. [ he's not going to sit here all night himself, and if he really feels the need to leave, he's quick with on the spot excuses. ]
lighthearted: neutral, smile (the walls will crumble)

[personal profile] lighthearted 2019-09-27 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Same! It reminds me of home.

[ Sora grew up on an island where meals of fish caught from the ocean mere hours before had been more or less the norm. You could also just pick a coconut off a tree and crack it open, right then and there. It hasn't been that difficult to make the adjustment to this world's cuisine.

With a quick "be right back," he heads off to stand in line at the stall that's selling the fruit, then comes back with a sizable portion of his own. He plops down on the futon next to the stranger and immediately starts digging in.

After he's swallowed his first bite, he's back to running his mouth. ]
So... you're one of the Displaced, right? What's your name?
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-28 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it reminds him of a few planets, but cassian wouldn't call any of them home. he doesn't have much response to that, and the boy bounces off to hunt for some food without much time for one anyway. cassian has no doubt he'll be back, he just seems like that straightforward a person. ]

[ he is quietly enjoying his own plate, waiting for the inevitable conversation. he doesn't need to start it himself for once. ]


Cassian. I assume you are Displaced as well? [ least of all because he already said the fresh foods reminded him of home, implying a home away from this place. it's a confirmation question and an open question! all while still trying to be... casual. this casual business is weird. ]
lighthearted: smile, happy (when we are older you'll understand)

[personal profile] lighthearted 2019-09-29 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It takes only a few seconds for Sora to realize why that name is familiar. It dawns on him all at once, his face brightening with recognition as he takes Cassian in under a new light. ]

Yeah! I'm Sora. We talked on the network before. About the relief efforts?

[ They'd also talked about space travel and how what they were used to differed so much from what existed on Earth, where it took ages to get from one planet to the next. ]

It's nice to finally meet you in person!

[ Sora actually remembers to stop shoving fruit into his mouth long enough to hold a hand out. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-10-01 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ recognition flashes in his own face. ]

I remember, yes. [ admittedly, sora is much younger than he might have anticipated? then again, maybe not, considering the age at which he was involved with all the dramatics of his galaxy. youth doesn't mean much to him in that sense. ]

Likewise. [ ah yes, the Handshake. cassian brings back that generic feeling of calmness, which isn't hard, because he's honestly already in a good mood this evening, which is what sora will feel. when he shakes sora's hand, it's quick and polite, but he doesn't linger. ] Are you still working with those same or similar efforts?

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a dream is a wish your heart makes but idk what this is

[personal profile] evite 2019-09-16 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ in her dreams, daisy feels most like herself. she doesn't look different, really, but she feels different — the rumblings of earthquakes lay just beneath her skin, lifting her up every few steps as she walks, and the calling of purpose and home echoes in every breath.

in her dreams, she usually sees the sights of familiar cities: new york, los angeles, boston, sometimes cities abroad, but always with the faintest echoes of home in the background. not of a place, but of people; she hears coulson and may, mack and yoyo, sometimes fitz and jemma talking, but the voices are always muffled, always just this side of too far away to hear. now, though, nothing is familiar. she's not sure when it shifted, or when comforting static gave way to the loud din of an exotic locale, alien languages left untranslated in sleep, but it has.

she has stopped wandering through the city where dreams are made of, and found herself in a dark alley, face-to-face with a man whose hands bear the blood of someone else's. she doesn't know how she knows that, but she knows.

she also knows his face. ]


Cassian?
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-17 01:17 am (UTC)(link)
[ cassian has had this dream many times, despite it being one of his more recent kills. but maybe that's why it frequents his nightmares, it's so fresh and more relevant to the direct chain of events that led him to new amsterdam. tivik wasn't a bad man. neither was his sister, but they're both dead now anyway, and she never knew her brother died first. at least he was spared the death star version of it. ]

[ sometimes he sees other people in this replay, but it's usually others he's killed there to pass more judgement. sometimes it's jyn seeing tivik on the ground and turning her back on him. it's never been daisy before, but here is he, looking down the barrel of a blaster at her. ]

[ he still doesn't lower it, he doesn't know what this new twist means. ]


What are you doing here?
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[personal profile] evite 2019-09-17 09:17 pm (UTC)(link)
I… don’t know.

[ it’s an honest answer, at least. she doesn’t know how she wound up here, or when she became aware of her dream — she doesn’t know when it stopped feeling like a movie and more like something she was living. it feels like the dreams she’d shared with illya once, when she’d wound up in a gulag.

things had changed then. would they change now? she doesn’t know. perhaps more importantly, daisy realizes she doesn’t know enough about cassian to even know what might be worth changing. ]


What’s happening?

[ context clues are easy enough. cassian, blood, gun, body — someone was killed here, and judging by the expression on his face, it wasn’t a pleasant death. was it a mercy killing? or a messy one? she doesn’t know.

better to let him tell her, she thinks. better to play along. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-18 04:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ not knowing isn't exactly reassuring, but watching her movements, listening to her tone, he believes her. it lets him lower the blaster away from her, even if his finger is still on the trigger. he holds the weapon like an extension of his own arm. ]

Stormtroopers are coming. [ there are already a few stormtrooper bodies nearby at the end of the little alley nook, but they're blurry, dead, and unimportant. he forgets about them often, because he doesn't care about them dying. they're not prominent in this dream. ]

[ he realizes that might not be much of an explanation, but he doesn't know how to explain why tivik is dead without having daisy think him some kind of monster. it wasn't mercy or messy, it was ruthlessly cutting off a lose end. that's the only way he's thought of it, regardless of reality. ]


No one is going to fall into their hands.
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[personal profile] evite 2019-09-18 03:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she has never heard of stormtroopers. not from jyn, not from cassian, not even from rey or kylo in passing. she doesn't understand the conflict they present, nor the danger in their arrival; she wouldn't recognize the blurred bodies in the background even if she'd noticed them.

confusion is obvious, her brows furrowed as she steps closer to him, one foot in front of the other in careful, gentle steps. it's like approaching a wild animal, trying to not breathe too loud in case she were to spook him. ]


Who are the stormtroopers? [ she can guess they are some kind of army, but whose? cassian's? someone else's? the — what did jyn call it again? the empire? ] Are they after you?

[ is she here to save cassian, the way she tried to save illya's father? is that even something she can do? or is cassian meant to save himself? she doesn't know, and the uncertainty is more discomforting than any blood on the ground. ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-20 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ there's no fixing this situation. killing tivik was necessary. it allowed cassian to escape, it allowed him to bring information about the existence of the death star into rebel hands. it doesn't mean he can unsee how terrified tivik was by the appearance of the stormtroopers, the fear for his life that cassian only expedited. he'd been a very loyal informant for quite some time. ]

[ cassian gives his blaster a quick check, still holding it like he is ready to fire again any moment. he is hyper aware of the way daisy moves in closer, but he doesn't seem bothered by it. ]
Stormtroopers are the Empire's army. Cannon fodder, easily replaceable, but still dangerous. They are always after anyone who opposes the regime.

[ and he knows he's told daisy about the empire in his tirade against the jedi. ]

[ he gestures idly at the white armored bodies to the side. he is very blasé about their murders. he's been killing stormtroopers for over a decade. ]
I killed them, but the disturbance will summon more.

[ a beat, because he doesn't miss the concern on daisy's face, the careful way she comes closer, like she wants to help. ] There is nothing to be done. This has already happened.
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[personal profile] evite 2019-09-21 02:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ yes, she knows of the empire. that, she does know. she knows much about the empire and its forces — and of the men they collect, the jedi, those with abilities that have been squandered from good use and placed on pedestals to collect dust. she knows of the jedi from words of scorn and disgust from jyn, from tirades of bitter frustration and disapproval from cassian.

daisy wonders, sometimes, what jyn and cassian would make of her. of what she can do, outside of the siphoned strength that new amsterdam presents. she does not have a blaster to lower, but she does have her hands; when they clutch at her sides, the ground trembles beneath her feet, rubble bouncing along the stone. power, left dormant, now desperate to find its way out. ]


How many are there?

[ here, in whatever place there are; but also, wherever they may be. how many, she wonders, could they destroy? ]
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[personal profile] evasives 2019-09-24 03:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ cassian is not without his biases, but his biases are his entire life. he hasn't hid the fact that he was a soldier from daisy or anyone in this world, but his intelligence work he likes to keep wrapped up and sealed tight. ]

[ when daisy activates her powers, he frowns, but it isn't because of what she can do so much as the reminder that this scene has already happened. it's happened many times in his head, but he's never done much about it before. he doesn't seem bothered by what she can do here. ]


I never counted here. I left before they arrived. [ left them to find tivik's body alongside those of their compatriots. he doesn't like to think about what became of tivik's body. did they leave it there? did they take it back to search for information? he did not leave his long time informant with a very happy end. ]

I have never been caught on any planet. [ he never would be either, thanks to the lullaby. ] But in the entire galaxy, their numbers do not seem to have an end. Numbers depend on what the Empire wants out of an occupation. How strong the rebellion presence is.

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