( he doesn't have as many--surface level issues as jai has, most his shit's a little deeper. or. well. less deeper, more repressed. aidan doesn't have three years of therapy under his belt but he knows he's got problems. shit he's definitely not dealing with now or literally any time soon. like, good on jai for learning how to manage himself better and recognize what's going on and whatever, aidan's happy for him. but it's not something he's going to do.
the bed's fucking nice though. way better than the dirt, soft and comfortable and aidan momentarily distracts himself by running his fingers over the soft blankets. grabs hold of one of the pillows and starts turning himself over, tugging at the arm jai has pinned down in the process. )
I haven't been in a relationship in a hell of a long time. I'm not good at it. Probably'll fuck it up long before you do with whatever feelings you have that I won't like.
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( he doesn't have as many--surface level issues as jai has, most his shit's a little deeper. or. well. less deeper, more repressed. aidan doesn't have three years of therapy under his belt but he knows he's got problems. shit he's definitely not dealing with now or literally any time soon. like, good on jai for learning how to manage himself better and recognize what's going on and whatever, aidan's happy for him. but it's not something he's going to do.
the bed's fucking nice though. way better than the dirt, soft and comfortable and aidan momentarily distracts himself by running his fingers over the soft blankets. grabs hold of one of the pillows and starts turning himself over, tugging at the arm jai has pinned down in the process. )
I haven't been in a relationship in a hell of a long time. I'm not good at it. Probably'll fuck it up long before you do with whatever feelings you have that I won't like.