𝚐𝚘𝚍 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝚋𝚘𝚡 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝙸 𝚙𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚝𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚏𝚞𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚗

[texas]

WHO: Joel Miller, Gene Hicks, Jai Kinvaio + whoever else ambles by
WHERE: dreams! dreams dreams dreams
WHEN: dreams
WHAT: also dreams
NOTES OR WARNINGS: cws: violence, gore, potentially mentions of child abuse.

notes: There are some open starters and a lot of closed ones, hit me up here or @vitarays on plurk if you'd like a character-specific starter! Or drop me a dream of your own for me to throw someone at! Just specify who you'd like.

starters in the comments;

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[texas]

（ nothing about this feels right. joel's had nightmares aplenty. sometimes about the infected. most times about that night he lost sarah. her blood staining his shirt. in dreams and reality both, he'd carried her for two days before tommy convinced him to bury her, but in the dreams she crawls out of the grave again, the infection taking root on her skin.

but this isn't anything he's ever dreamed, and the cracks start to show at the foundation. a dream, the guy had called it. just a dream.

but this setting, this stage — there's the whisper of truth here, same as in his. but the fact that it's so alien from anything he knows is jarring — there's something of his being here that's intrinsically wrong in a way he can't parse.

the boy rolls over onto his side, and he reaches out to steady him with a hand at his shoulder, but otherwise lets him do as he will. who's he to stop someone from spending their last moments how they please? ）

I can get us out of here.

（ it's said quietly. an offer, as much as anything. at least they could see the sky. it matters to some people. ）

[reneger]

( he'd shove joel off, if he was capable of it. reach up and tell him to fuck off, leave him alone, he's--well. lying and saying he's fine seems like a stretch, he's clearly not fine. but he's getting there, maybe. slowly. another breath in, but it fucking hurts and it sputters out harsh. shakes his head instead of talks. he's fine. he's done this before, he can--get them out of this mess. probably.

it's always the traumatic bullshit that pulls them in deep, isn't it? and he doesn't want this. doesn't want the grave. wants a door out. at least something that physically hurts less so he can pull his goddamn head together.

another breath in, and they're outside. it's still the same goddamn place, but instead of jason being--fifteen and in pieces, he's a few years older. he's not bruised and battered, and the warehouse is little more than rotting wood laying on the ground. there's nothing else for goddamn miles, just--a batjet, parked a good few kilometers away. )

Told you. ( voice still shaky and jason raises a gloved hand, shoves it through his hair. he's standing, in one piece, definitely filled out his frame more. closer to the jason joel had told off on the moon, albeit still a bit younger. ) It's a dream. None of this shit's real, you just gotta figure out how to maneuver around it.

[texas]

（ this is all too goddamn much for him.

jackson didn't put the nightmares to rest, but they made it easier to bear in some respects. a place, a home, a community. somewhere he wasn't always fighting just for one more day, but could think about — what came after that one day. the future. he'd imagined that he had years left, a chance to watch ellie grow up, a chance to be as normal as anyone could in the ruin of the world.

but his dreams have always been private — except, it seems, when they ain't — and joel is scowling at the change in scenery, arms folded, mouth drawn in a line. ）

The Hell was all that, then?

[reneger]

An old nightmare.

( not a lie but not the whole truth either. jason--clenches his jaw tight, takes a breath in through his nose. lets it out through his mouth. he got this far, which is better than how far he usually manages to pull himself to. progress, or whatever. )

You ever hear something shitty and it immediately fucks you over and throws you back into the same old shit you remember getting fucked over with before?

( don't talk to him about his mental health. )